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Yours Truly, Sunday, September 30, 2007, 11:07 PM♥
TOTALLY MOODLESS i dont know what happen to me. Recently, i dont have any mood to do things. I just want to find people to quarrel with. & cos of this me &xiaobao ........ I been thinking recently. My heart seems to be opening now but i seems to be dont know anything about it. WHY?! WHY?! WHY?! my head is BURSTING SOON. i cant take it anymore~! Yours Truly, Saturday, September 29, 2007, 4:47 PM♥
25 DECEMBER 2007 we break this future. NO LONGER BE EXISTS ANYMORE. dher feeling of being BACKSTAB really very MISERABLE. A FRIEND dhat i treat him like a very good friend. A friend dhat can talk to &very sincerely of making to be a very GOOD FRIEND but recently those things dhat HAPPEN makes me so disappointed in him. I dont know if really still want him to be our FRIENDS. INDEED, there's a curse in ME&VIVIANN JOINED AC COUNT. have this ended just like this?? GLAD GLAD GLAD my mood was simply being CHEER UP soon. AFTER they entertain me and my darling.   dher BENNY SIM JIA HE SO EMO in MAC i want to ask him a question too. IS MY POOL SKILL IMPROVE ?? or YOUR POOL SKILL DEPROVE??  my MCFLURRY SO COOL. it expected me to eat in whole spoon. JUST LIKE THIS. SO KUKU. dher DOUGLAS was DANCING in the VIDEO. he lose to me and got to get PUNISH by me. he is ASKED to DANCE at DOWNTOWN. he is so DAMN SHY. what is funny is not his DANCE. is the LAUGHTER that is in it. GUESS IS WHO LAUGHING?? is me xP SECOND VIDEO is i took at my house VOID DECK. i took his money around $100 if i am not wrong. he is asked to DANCE so that i will return his MONEY. wahahas. it was a GREAT NIGHT AFTER ALL. ALTHOUGH in the noon, i was very ANGRY but after that i was QUITE HAPPY ler. THANKS GUYS ^^ && also my DARLING, VIVIANN Yours Truly, Friday, September 28, 2007, 12:40 AM♥
I AM SO DAMN HAPPY TODAY ^^ normally dher things which is impossible or rather say is hard to achieve it, i yet achieve it today.As i NORMALLY play POOL with BENNY &BOTAK is a LOW PERCENTAGE of winning chances but today i won them. Should i say is my POOL SKILL IMPROVE or i am just LUCKY. its quite a MIRACLE &also very FUNNY when the EXPRESSION of the FACE when i WON them. Maybe this might be the LAST CHANCE of PLAYING POOL with them because after N LEVEL, we dont know if we still have the CHANCE to MEET UP &PLAY TOGETHER. In MACDONALD, i was supposedly to be only with my DARLING, VIVIANN but because of BOTAK who just nice sitting the NEXT TABLE asked VIVIANN if she knows anything about GEOGRAPHY.I was so SHOCKED as WEIYANG, LIAN ENG, ZE YANG, JOHNATHAN also STUDYING. At first, i thought they dont even want to care about N LEVEL but GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE for their PAPER^^. BOTAK sit down &chat with us. Although he quite VULGAR but dhen he is quite a NICE PERSON to CHAT WITH.  dher culprit who took my phone~! TAN JILI   STUPID BENNY took my PHONE take KUKU PICTURES~! &&. put it as MY WALLPAPER &SCREENSAVER. NO WONDER VIVIAN CALL YOU KUKU. xP COULD IT HAPPEN AGAIN?? &&.THERE'S SOMETHING DAMN FUCK UP TODAY A BITCH EXPECT A LETTER FROM US OF WHY WE CREATED VIYAKI WHICH INCLUDES HIS STEAD.PLS LOHS. ME &VIVIANN WONT &NEVER FALL IN LOVE IN HER STEAD LOHS. I HAVE STEAD TOO AND WHAT THE FUCK I WILL LIKE HIS STEAD FOR WAD. AT LEAST MY XIAOBAO STILL BETTER THAN HER STEAD LOHS. CHEE BYE. DAMN HOT ;DAMN DULAN. THINK WE VERY NICE TO HUMILIATE OR BULLIED. I COULD SAY SORRY YOU FIND WRONG PPL TO HUMILIATE OR BULLIED WITH. MY TEMPER CAN BE VERY GOOD BUT MY ATTITUDE IS NOT AS GOOD AS WHAT YOU THINK OF. CHEE BYE. OWNSELF UNREASONABLE STILL PUSH THE BLAME TO OTHERS. THINK EVERYTHING YOU SAY IS RIGHT BUT ACTUALLY MOST OF IT IS WRONG. CHEE BYE. DONT EVER LET ME SEE YOU ON THE STREET IF NOT I SEE ONE TIME I GIVE A TIGHT SLAP ON TO THE FACE. KNN CHAO CHEEBYE~! Yours Truly, Wednesday, September 26, 2007, 10:21 PM♥
 MOONCAKE FESTIVAL DAY makes me thinks through l0ts of things. "baBbiiexMIYUKI" this name made me gone through l0ts of things dhat i never gone through bef0re. A name that brought me HAPPY ;SAD ;CRAZY ;ANGRY ;EMO. Should i be CONTENTED or UNHAPPY about it. I could say i have never be so HAPPY after using this name. It makes me so EMO all the times but although is EMO but it let me learns l0ts of things. Everything in my mind, i might think is everything is POSSIBLE to ESCAPE if yoos wanted to but after having this name, it tells me "EVERYTHING CANNOT BE SEEN JUST BY THE LOOKS YOU HAVE TO KNOW IT THROUGH THE HEARTS THERE'S SOMETHING YOU CAN ESCAPE THERE'S SOMETHING IS FATED YOU CANT REALLY ESCAPE YOU MUST LEARN TO FACE THE FACT/FATE YOU CANT ESCAPE IT THE MORE YOU ESCAPE THE FATE WILL BECOME MORE TRUE." 2007 is the year dhat i have experience the most. && is also the year makes me realise that I HAVE NEVER OPEN MY HEART BEFORE TO ANYONE. could it be just OPENING to dher "GUY" dhat always appear in my mind?? IS THIS RIDICULOUS?? Yours Truly, Tuesday, September 18, 2007, 10:42 AM♥
CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG i want to BUY what i want NO MATTER WHAT. My WISH i want to let it come true. WORK WORK WORK is the only way to get my things.I DONT CARE HOW HARD it is. i just want to GET it by hook or by crook^^. should i make a DISCO ROOM?? bcos it would be COOL if i have a DISCO ROOM &i dont mind EVERYDAY stay at home if i have all this ^^  TV TV TV i want to buy it too~! dher TV i can PUT in MY ROOM & no one can SNATCH my TV from me ^^   IPOD IPOD IPOD i want to buy it~! dher IPOD set to PUT in my ROOm & i can listen MUSIC SIMPLY JUST MY LIFE^^ WILL ALL THIS BE MINE?? Yours Truly, Sunday, September 16, 2007, 2:47 PM♥
SICK SICK SICK my heart so damn xinku like iie cant even breathe. so damn FUCK sia. =(( dher day i always wake up.dher day i am so lonely at home like going to rot soon. i want to go out & fock up $300 for my phone bill but it seems to be difficult. i started to fall sick when my decision of everyday working till i get the money dhat i want. Indeed, STUDY is more important yet i dunch know how should i cope with it. I AM SO STRESS UP~! WHAT A FUCK UP LIFE IS THIS~! CAN dher PROBLEM SOLVE EARLIER?? Yours Truly, Thursday, September 13, 2007, 3:29 AM♥
SIMPLE &EASY. I HELP MY DARLING DO HER BLOG. CAN GO SEE IT =)) http://th-masklady.blogspot.com i use my blog code &change everything nice mahs? while i changing LOTS of things came into my MIND. &guess what happen. i have DEPRESSION. i ALMOST do SILLY things. however, XIAOBAO stopped me from doing. he asked me WHAT HAPPEN. & i told him everything. he's the first one who knows very DETAIL of what happening. if not your appearance come and stop me ,think i will not be at here POSTING blog. THANKS wors. Yours Truly, Wednesday, September 12, 2007, 2:57 AM♥
 my craziness seems to be getting more & more far apart from me. i seems to be hiding my real feeling ,emotion inside my heart. my laughter ;happiness ;craziness seems to be so hard for me now. in my mouth, i might be saying that i dont take relationship seriously but actually i cherish every relationship dhat i have. I DOTES ;PAMPER THEM but it seems to be just a POSITION OF A STEAD WHICH IS SUPPOSE TO BE DOING.I yet DONT MIND of dher way they TREAT me. i even try to be MORE UNDERSTANDING ;being REASONABLE of why dhey TREAT ME like that. I CONTROL MY TEMPER. I KEEP MY FEELING INSIDE. I WANTED TO CRY IT OUT. I TELL MYSELF NOT TO. I TRYING TO BE STRONG. I KNOW I CAN DO IT. I want yoos to tell me your true words inside your hearts. I dont want to find it out myself. It's damn deeply hurts whenever i find it out of the result is turn to be bad. I want to ask you why yoos dont want to tell me the truth in the first place. Why you want to bluff me.I rather yoos honest with me rather than cheating me. It is much more hurting when i find it out myself. I cry ,i shout .i gone crazy ,i blaming yoos, i blaming myself. Why all the relationships that i have seems to be not the feeling that i want but yet is all hurting me down deep inside my heart. MAYBE ALL THIS ARE FATED. I CANT CHANGE IT.   every nights dhat i spend is just editing photo to kill TIMES instead of STUDYING. I SEEMS TO LOST INTEREST IN STUDY. I LOST MY CONFIDENCE IN STUDIES. I WISH ALL THIS CAN BE OVER FAST. I THINK I CANT PASS MY PAPER. I SEEMS TO FLUNG ALL MY PRELIMS. I KNOW I AM CHANGING FROM GOOD TO BAD. I AM SIMPLY JUST NOT MYSELF. there's someone trying to turn my black & white world to a world dhat is full of colours. the world that i have never enter before. the world is full of romance ;full of rose fragrance smell ; everywhere ; every path i walk seems to have flowers blooming around. should i choose yoos or should i continue my patience of waiting till october. when can my true loves appear?? Yours Truly, Monday, September 10, 2007, 6:48 PM♥
    dher photo i just edited^^ NICE?? OH MY DAMN FUCKING GOD. I AM SOOOOOOO STRESSSSSSSSS NOW. my HP PHONE BILL $300 &. my house phone is $200plus~! &&.the HOUSE PHONE BILL is MOSTLY my FAULT cos PREVIOUSLY i KEEP on call out to MALAYSIA. i DIDNT EXPECT was so MUCHHHHHHHHHH. OMG~! HOW HOW HOW????!!!!!! I SCARE LATER MY PARENTS LATER KNOW THAT IS MAINLY MY CALL that MAKE IT SOOOOO EXPENSIVE. they MIGHT KILLLLLLLLL ME~! i wish I CAN PAY but I HAVE $300 to PAY FIRST before PAY BACK MY PARENTS. CAN ANYONE HELP ME????OH MY GOD. SIAN SIAN SIAN. MY N LEVEL COMING SOON~! HOW AM I EXPECTED TO KEEP ON GO WORK whereby I SHOULD STUDY FIRST INSTEAD OF GOING TO WORK. haisssssssss. why EVERYTIME THERE'S SOMETHING TRYING TO STOP ME TO STUDY~! WHY~! WHY~! WHY~! I HOPE EVERYTHING WILL GONE FINE~! I HOPE I HOPE I HOPE. T.T mayb i will GONE MISSING IN ACTIONS FOR QUITE SOMETIME. SORRY to my BELOVED FRIENDS. NO CHOICE i have to really GO MIA. 8thSEPTEMBER   dher day is my MOST HAPPIESS DAY of all ^^ SIMPLY JUST LOVE dher DAY x333 WILL MY TROUBLE BE GONE?? Yours Truly, Friday, September 07, 2007, 1:35 PM♥
SMOKE SMOKE SMOKE is what i learn that night Yours Truly, Thursday, September 06, 2007, 5:08 PM♥
  FINALLY SCHOOL LIFE ENDED at this DAY. NO NEED EARLY wake up.CAN SLEEP AS LONG AS i WANT ^^ butBUTbutBUT i want to OMGomgOMGomgOMGomgOMGomg here &there &everywhere~! bcos i seems to done badly for my paper. =(( i must JIA YOU for my next few paper. I KNOW I CAN DO IT & IS MUST SEE IF I WANT TO DO IT. HOLIDAY seems to be also not really a use to me cos PRELIMS are coming & i still have to study very hard cos i want to pass well. NO MATTER WHAT i must DID WELL cos i don wan people to LOOK DOWN at me especially those BITCH who always HAOLIAN dhat dher result is so much betta than mine. & is so FUCK UP whenever i HEARD it. HOW I WISH I CAN GET A VERY GOOD RESULT in N LEVEL & THROW the RESULT on dher FACE say "DONT EVER LOOK DOWN ON PEOPLE CAUSE I ALSO CAN DONE WELL BETTER THAN YOU THIS BITCH~!" i know is sound EVIL but i cant really TOLERATE those BITCHES so FUCK UP& I MAKE SURE I WANT THEM TO FUCK OFF OF MY LIFE &DONT EVER WANT TO SEE THEM AGAIN~! NEVER EVER IN MY LIFE I WANT TO SEE BITCHES AROUND ME~!  &&&& my miss MY BOY so much~! =(( see ueu soon  &&&& also want to tell my BOY iei LOVE YOU LOTS LOTS x333 there's something i wan to tell to AYANO^^ . DONT EVER FALL DOWN bcos there's always PAPAYA LADIES AROUND to HELP yoos OUT. yoos might THINK is MAYB IMPOSSIBLE but what i can SAY is we might be the PERSON that GOD SEND US TO YOU to MAKE YOU to BECOME STRONG. && VIYAKI is not CREATE FOR FUN ,there's meaning in it. NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN TO ANY OF US, WE WILL ALWAYS HELP EACH OTHER OUT. WE WILL NEVER QUARREL with EACH OTHER. EVEN if we QUARREL, JUST ONLY A FEW DAYS & we BE GOOD FRIENDS BACK. VIYAKI must ALWAYS be UNITED & NEVER WILL WE LEFT ANY OF US ALONE. & remember ANYTHING can TELL US. WE CAN BE YOUR LISTENER WHENEVER yoos WANT TO FIND SOMEONE to TALK with. ^^ DONT EVER FALL DOWN MUST BE AS STRONG LIKE ME. I GONE THROUGH LOTS of OBSTACLE & yet i STILL CAN LIVE TILL NOW. its NOT a MIRACLE is i ALWAYS tell MYSELF "DONT EVER FALL, THERE ALWAYS A BETTER LIFE IN YOUR FUTURE ;EVERY LIFE are full of OBSTACLE & is SEE if yooos are STRONG ENOUGH to CARRY ON with YOUR LIFE. NO MATTER HOW SAD YOU ARE, always PUT A SMILE in YOUR FACE ,LET YOURSELF TO BE HAPPY ,DONT EVER REGRET before YOU WANT TO DIE. there's STILL LOTS OF THINGS i still want to DO & EXPERIENCE & WONT EVER LET ONE THING to MAKE myself DO SILLY THINGS. &&&THATS ME ^^ " VIYAKI ARE UNITED~! ^^ VIYAKI ALWAYS TOGETHER Yours Truly, Tuesday, September 04, 2007, 2:34 AM♥
these few days lazy to update newosts in BLOG. my hand ,my body seems to be stop functioning well as my mind dunch seems to be working or coummunicating well with my hand & body. the start of dher SEPTEMBER HOLIDAY suppose to be a RELAXING TIME but to me is NOT!! STARTING of dher DAY is ALREADY dher first paper of N LEVEL PAPER.dher hall is sooooooo damn cold like hell. My hands were freezing and it seems to be frozen, iei cant really write well during dher paper.My eyes seems to be SHUTTING DOWN ,mind is blank ,hard to concentrate.i seems to LOST CONFIDENT in my PAPER. butBUTbutBUTbut iie cant really afford to DO BADLY in my PAPER. iei have PROMISE "DAM DAM" to do well & study well in my paper.
i cant AFFORD to BREAK ANY PROMISE. THERE WILL BE SOMETHING DAMN BADLY will HAPPEN to ME if iei REALLY BREAK THE PROMISE.NOOOOOO WAY FOR ME TO BREAK IT~!  dher "DAM DAM" so EMO   viviann's hand.she di siao siao me while taking pics. but iei still LOVE HER ^^    thinking of my boy in the cabby x33 SIMPLY LOVE YOU  dher blur image but iei seems to quite like this pics^^
at the bus-stop raining so heavily & is so cooold
at viviann house &her eyes were swollen &pain.=(( I WAS SO DAMN TIRED. Yours Truly, Saturday, September 01, 2007, 5:51 AM♥
  can yoos spot the differences??? with the same pose
but iei wan to thanks my SISTER. she always will be there to CHEER ME UP when iei am stress about things or iei am trouble over my problems. JUST SIMPLY LOVE YOU.
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