"Love; It can make you smile for the rest of your life,
but it can also make you cry the rest of your life."

"Yet why we are always taking the risk,
and even plunge further into the river of love"
when we know that we are going to drown in sorrow?"

"Maybe that's the power of love: I will be contented,
even with the two hours of tears alone,
just for that one second of kiss with you."

Do you feel that all these love quotes look familiar?? Those who read this book before, it was extracted from the book called "To Forget You" by Low Kay Hwa. A book that filled with a happiness and a sorrow between a couple who have been together for 7years.

I guessed a lot people might feel envy to those couples who can so loving for years, or maybe the people around you who can love each other for decades of years. Example, your parents or your grandparents. Sometimes, i was thinking how can i be possible to see my boyfriend everyday. Sometimes, you might even wish that you can be the roll of the story.

There was once i got a relationship which i got to see my boyfriend almost everyday. And this relationship lasted for nearly 9months. It's my longest relationship. Yet, i could just easily put down this relationship in 3days. When the moment i sent "Let's broke off", it's really mean that we are already over from the second when i have sent you.

During the time, i still have to try to recall what does my boyfriend called before i sent. If anyone wants to ask me why i could easily put down and let go of this relationship that last for so long. I can answer you straight away without any thinking. The reason is i get sick of the relationship.

Everyday, i got to face the same person, talked to the same person, play with the same person. The more i see it, the more i get sick of it. Sometimes, i would avoid to see him and i feel so contented. When the more i get sick of it, the more i will start to forget who is he.

I even could forget that he's my boyfriend. I tends to forget him slowly, like calling him or replying his messages. Slowly, i would push him away when he wants to hug me, pull off my hand when he's grabbing me, turning my eyes to other place when talking to him, get piss off when he's unreasonable, a fake smile on my face when there's surprise.

You can imagine how horrible am i to be such a girlfriend. But that's me, 'll get sick when the more i see the same things everyday. It's believable that i am unable to get a long lasting relationship. Therefore, i decided to be single for the time being till one day, i met someone who i really love.

Well, a lot of people told me "God creates a couple out, however there's a timing and things for us to experience before we could meet the other part of us." I don't believe such phrases as i know there's people who is still unmarried in their old age. It's just a fate or a destiny to meet a soul mate of yours. If you never met, it means you do not have any fate or destiny to meet him/her yet a loner forever.

After such a long post, i guess i shall HAVE A BREAK WITH KIT KAT!

I hate to do Mathematics Paper 02 a lot!!! It has never failed to give me problems before. =(( Hope my Paper 01 can pull up the marks. My exam has already started for days. &&ytd, the Loyang Secondary Teacher finally said something about our clothing. There's no wearing of sandal in school. =.='' After so many days of exam, they suddenly says our clothing. What a joke!

Anyway, i meet up Viviann after my paper and we headed to Tampines to shop. Oh my! Let the paper faster end and so i can go find a new job for myself & earn money to go shopping. =)) Here are all the pictures that i took yesterday.


I tried this clothes which is M size. It's kind of big for me.
I really love this clothe a lot but it does not have S size. =((



Cam Whoring at Toilet!


&& we went to FairPrice and took a Big trolley with nothing inside except our bags.













That's all. =)

"O" Level's Exam has Officially Started!!

Yesterday was my First Paper which was English Paper. Composition, i just write what i wan to write down. Comprehension i just do lifting unless they want it to be "Explain in you own Words". As the answer are inside the Passage and it didn't say that "Try not to copy the answer from the Passage" but it says " When a question asks you to answer in your own words, YOU MUST NOT COPY THE WORDS IN THE PASSAGE IN YOU ANSWER." So it means that i can copy when the question doesn't say so. =))

So after all, i still can do it. After that, supposed to meet up Viviann for study. Yet, i am too tired to study as i have concentrate a lot during the paper. So it's time to rest! Walk around at White Sand and Home Sweet Home. =)) Off to bed after eating and chatting with someone on phone.

Now, 'm going to prepare for my next paper which is Mathematics Paper 01. Good Luck to me.

Last minute of hard work, i guess shall never pay off....

2more days counting down to "O" Level
Gosh!!! Please end it fast can?? It has been torturing me all along. But i want it fast with good results. =)) Aiming for BSG in Temasek Polytechnic. Actually, i thought of going for Design and Business Course. However there's no such course in Poly except Napfa. So i changed my mind for business course. =)) WOoOooOooooO... Faster let it ends. So i got to go out with my friends.

After my O level, i guess 'll be busy going out with friends and working. =)) I promised a lot of people to meet up them after my O level. Yeah!! I'm looking forward to meet up them. xD && yea, i guess 'll be staying single for quite a sometime till one day. 'm kind of sick and tired to be in a relationship. But i know Viviann confirmed won't believe me and bet with me. Hahahahha we know each other too well.

Recently, i let someone know a secret of mine that have been kept inside my heart for so long. Well, i feel so shy luh but i'm glad that we are still good friends. But i will still accomplish the promises that we made. ^^

Btw, Jia you to my friends who have been struggling with lots of projects and stuffs around them. I know you all can do it de. I'll Jia you too. =)) Loves ya...

Tags reply,
Weng Lian: =))
xiiaoboii: alrights. rmb to ask me earlier ahhh.. Don't forgot.
Sharon: Yupps! See you on monday. Do study hard!
Cy: thanks! you too.

Science Practical exam has just ended since yesterday. After all my paper is still not bad, but i couldn't remember the formula for finding the gradient. Shitty man!! It's alright, 'm going to work hard for the rest of my paper. =))

By the way, i went to meet up Viviann after my paper. We went to Coral Secondary to Collect my Graduation File and also my year book. Then we went to White Sand to have out lunch and Superdog for study time.

However, we ended up at Tampines watching movie at Century Square Cathay. I think next time i shall buy one more seats to put our bags and stuffs. Hahahhha =P Before we went for our movie, we went to Montip and bought our hair accessories.

Zi Lianing at Toilet, after that home sweet home =))


M18 show. =))
Its a nice show after all.
You only can watch if you are 18.

My Cert & Year Book

If you have ever injured your spine, please don't treat it as nothing happen when you doesn't feel any pain in it anymore. There might still have a bit of blood clot unless you asked someone to help you rub to spread away the blood clot.

As i went to Malaysia on this early October. I went there to have a holiday. So i went to try their full body massage. At first, i felt very comfortable until there's one part i felt very pain which is at my spine. My face start to turn pale.

The person who helped me massage, immediately knew that there's something wrong with my spine. So she started to ask me some questions that were related to my spine. And yes, indeed my spine did injured before. At first i thought that it is already fine cause i can't feel any pain anymore yet i didn't know that it is still not fully recovered.

So the person told me to go more for massage to cure my spine injuries if not there's might have some side effect when i grow old. Here i am is just to give an advice to those people who injured before their spine. Do take care of your body well. You might not know if there's anything that is not functioning well in your body. =))

End of the report.

Tags reply,
HP: You too, have a nice day ahead. =))
xiiaoboii: i will jia you and study for my o lvl de. So you don't have to worry. =) Loves you erZi. Meet up soon ahhh.....
Lay Peng: It will be very soon. Rmb to go Natasha BBQ hor. =))
Sharon: i will contact you again after i have topped up my card.
Debbie: Thanks! See you soon too. I will jia you de. Thanks a lot. Loves you girls.

'm having a horrible insomia.
What's going on with me??

Btw 'm currently have stop working now.
So you won't be seeing me @ McCAFE.

've been super busy these few days. You hardly can see my shadow at home unless i was sleeping. Chill out with Viviann & Aloy after studying. We had some heart to heart talk. 14, 15, 16 of October which is Wednesday, Thursday, Friday was at erZi's chalet.

Friday night went to Guo wei's chalet. Its been a year ever since LadyVLMO saw him. He's still so funny & the malay essence is getting more and more strong. I still rmb the first time he came to our chalet, he never even knock on to the door yet just walk in and sit down on the bed drinking his chrysanthemum tea. && He always being tickled by us. Douglas was there too and was being shoot by us till very horrible. Pity him eh but he's very nice to shoot. =P Our best buddy.

Saturday. Its the day i finally got to see my ex-coralites people but before that i went to meet xiaoguang for breakfast. =)) We went to Chinatown the $10 KTV club and we sang from 2pm to 7pm. After that we went to Dora's parent open the steamboat shop to eat. We ate about 2hours. Home sweet home is our last journey.

I was too tired that i fall asleep after i took a bath and i slept for 13hours. You can imagine how tired i was. Even my phone kept ringing for messages or phone call i didn't even know. =P

Picture Picures Picturess!!!!

June is shy for camera.

Candid shot while in KTV




While we were eating steamboat. =))
Btw, Thanks Zhirong for the treat.

Lastly we took a picture before we went home.

i realize how much i love you deep inside my heart.
i realize letting go a person who i love is so hard.
i realize the lies is not important what important is your exist.
i realize i need you so much by my side.
i realize i want you back so much..
i realize my heart is so much in agony.

I want to cry yet there's no tears...
I hide the sorrows in me everyday....
Can anyone help me??

It's ok. It's alright.
After all, we are Just a Friend..
Goodbye.

After all, i'm still back to my onelastdan-ce.blogspot.com (:
Onsugar.com can't upload a lot of pictures at once.
So i decided to use back my blogspot.com.
Well, this is what happen during Friday.

We went to Nail Palace to get our Nail to be polished nicely.


After that we went to Cine Leisure to have our dinner.
@ Shoduku.

Viviann Order's

& This is my order. I can't remember the name of the dishes that we order.


While @ Cine Toilet.






On the way to Boat Quay.
We went to Amber21 till 4am w Douglas and his friends.
Then we went to Millions till 6am.

Douglas is drunk. hahahahaha



George's stupid face.

Dex was singing.

I was kind of abit drunk le.

Candid shot of ShiXin

Home Sweet Home is our last journey.(: