The Stress that i'm having is so Heavy that i ever had it before.

I told my some of those still studying in Secondary School students to study hard for "O" Level. As i do not wish to see them to be in the same situation that i am having right now. Everyday is a hardcore day. Imagine you got to survive on yourself in whole year. Whereby there's no teacher to guide you along with your studies. Every problems that i encounter, i have to try to understand and solve it myself.

Sometimes, the regretful kind of feeling makes me hate myself so much that i didn't attend school at all times last year and is also a year that i can study hard to go to a course or a school that i wish to go for. Although the regret had engraved in my heart. I really do hate the feelings.

However, what is done is done. There's no such things of rewinding the past and repeat it again yet a different story. So i shall face everything and be strong. I even tell myself not to give up no matter how hard its gonna to take me. I want to prove myself that i am capable to cope with work and studies. I know i can do it no matter how hard it is...

I feel so LOST now.....

Just Couldn't have a Peace for A day....
Studying for my "O" Level before it arrives at every morning.
McCAFE can't stop calling me to help them out from customers.
A Fellow fetches me to had Supper after my running up and down of work.
Alcohol went in to my tummy almost every Weekend with Old Peeps.
Every Saturday night of Studies with Cute Lil Boy of Dennis.
Wardrobe is filling up with all type of stylish clothing & shoes.
Enjoying Rich Women kind of life whenever got a time to do so.
Had a cigarette to have a breathe a fresh smoky air.
Phone rings non stop for new cases to follow up.

After a Terrible War,
A New Stage is Falling soon.
Everyday Praying hard for my Examination for a flying colour.
From a McCAFE Beanie promoting to an Admin Office Lady.
Important meetings coming up soon for discussing Ideas.
Cracking a brain for a Blog Shop which is launching soon.
Helping out a Business that needed my help so badly.
Going back to hometown to have some rest.

You make me.....

The day when i accompanied Viviann to her school.
Before that, we meet up XB.
& we went to downtown to play and eat.


While everyone was studying for their course.

'm studying my o level stuffs.

I simply loves my room lightning...

PHOTOS to be UPLOADED!!

@BOOZER ROOM AGAIN!!
02August2009

the bear that we caught & xiaobai..

Disturbed Amos with the girl. =))


08August2009

the first bear that i caught myself. =))

the 6 soft toys that were caught by me and Amos. =))

09August2009

Shopping of the day . =))

LASTLY,

is me. =))

i don't know how to get over you...

My tears drop for you bitterly...
My heart close up for love cause of you..
The places that we went let me remind of you..
Your sweetness has been engraved in my heart..
've been suffering deeply cause of you..
I left a space for you in my heart...
I wish upon the stars for your return..
Drink alcohol for letting me to put down you..
The beautiful name of yours is so hurts to me..


You're Everywhere
"make me want to leave this hurtful place..."