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Yours Truly, Sunday, December 23, 2007, 8:10 PM♥
 Totally No Trust in Guys. My confidence to guys is getting more & more low. I dont know when their words is True & when is False. It makes me feel so Confusing. I rather i be a Lesbian than always think of Guys Every Words. Everyday Bathing, see through Every Drip of Water from the pipe. It reminds me of my Past. Every of the Drops let me see through me Past. How i ever wish that i am not MIYUKI ONG SHI YI. How i wish they never appear before in my Life. How i wish everything has never happen before. How i wish i am still an Innocent girl like before. How i wish i can stop my depression from now on. Reply Tags Viviann : I Love the photo too lehs. meet up soon^^ Yours Truly, Saturday, December 22, 2007, 5:58 PM♥
 I have been staying at Black & White World throughout my life. There's no colourful world & wishes to try to get out of colourful world. Can anyone try to pull me out from Black & White World. Yours Truly, , 4:33 PM♥
 A GOODBYE to my BOY on 21 DECEMBER. I wonder & asked myself "How many times did i say Hello & Goodbye to my Love??" When i asked myself, i think of my past & present. Is such a BIG difference in it. Just a Secondary 2, Innocent Girl who dont know what is Love about?? & be a Stupid Girl who chose the Wrong guy & Ruin her Life. And have yet become a Girl, who is now Secondary 4. In 2007, totally changed about 13 stead & yet till now cant have a steady Love. She knows what is Love about but she just dont know how to cherish it. & always be a Dumb girl who dont know how to choose guys to be with her. She rather choose a guy who dont know how to cherish than choosing a guy who know how to cherish the relationships. I asked myself, i have been always the one who give in alots. When am i going to be the one that a guy who can give in to me. Or should i say that, there's indeed such guys who willing to give in & yet i chose not to be with him. Am i Stupid?? or Am i being Foolish Or Am i Just a Dumb?? Totally Sick & tired of having relationships. I dont wish to recount the days of how long i be with him, Frustrating if he is fading his feeling towards me, Wondering if he did anything that betrays me behind me, Thinking of when i will be free so to meet him up, Missing him till i want to gone crazy like mad woman, Being a very Understanding girl that would not angry with him of anything. Wish to STOP everything Now. I might not want to have any relationships now. Just want to have a Peaceful life i have now. Concentrating on being out of Depression World. Trying to Look Out for Colourful World. Can i Just Say that i have totally Give Up on Relationships From Now On. A Reply to my Tags BABYvan : Thanks wors^^ Wish you Good Luck in your O LVLS Douglas : I have Relinked yoos. btw Meet up soon & buy things Huiqi :Thanks wors^^ by the time you will feel nervous too. Good Luck in your O's Level. Yours Truly, Thursday, December 20, 2007, 7:37 PM♥
  i found myself being alone in a darkness corner. my thoughts, my mind always wanted to be have a peace in mind. However, through the years, the things that i have met, is not a word of "FORGET" means i will cant remember anything in the future. But it actually goes with you through your life. I found out one thing in this life. "To prevent people from saying you or rather say badmouth you, you should know how to treasure yourself first. No one can help you, even if you have a slightly fall in your life, you also must know how to stand up & be strong. Dont let anything make you fall so deeply & mightly." There's a phrase that say in chinese"不要轻言放弃,否责就对不起自己" which means "Dont give up so easily on yourself, if not you will be very sorry to yourself." Finally, i know what it means, & what it sense like. I wanted to be like what am i in the past as there's a big fall throughout the years. I been losing to myself. Now is the time for me to stand up & see brightly in the future than a dim light in the future. So do support me throughout this journey. Yours Truly, Tuesday, December 18, 2007, 6:44 PM♥
10 POINTS to my N LEVEL RESULTS phew, i am so lucky dhat i PASS it~!!! when i step in to my school auditorium, my heart beats as if it want to pop out. i am fucking nervous about my results. && one thing is that, my teacher scares me. At first, i thought i failed my N level as she say " Shi Yi, you're the one that i am most worried of your results. & Congrats that you have PROMOTED to 5N(s) in 2008 which is Next year." When i heard it, there's sound of a relieves in my heart & of cos an excitement in my heart. My Form Teacher told me "Shi Yi, you are lucky that you can pass your N LEVEL. & Please although i next year might not be teaching you anymore, Can you please stop your sleeping in class everyday & do pay attention in class.&& of cos everyone knows that you're working at Macdonald. So can you please Stop your working & concentrate on your O LEVEL for next year. "She is still quite Concern about me^^ i will try to did my best for next year. & get a good result to go in to the course that i want for POLY & of cos for my BEAUTIFUL FUTURE^^ LASTLY, i want to put my CLASS PHOTO as a memorial of 4/5 promotes or graduation  LOVES yoos all DAMN MUCH x33 Hope to see everyone again Next year^^ Yours Truly, , 6:25 PM♥
Nice Food at Marina Square First Level^^ i forgot the shop name. =x Sorry about it.     here's is their MENU^^. it makes me DROOL. when looking at the MENU. xP   Our MAIN DISH came up first^^ Left =Viviann ;Right =Miyuki which is me =))  the NOODLE is so DAMN QQ dher. LOVE it LOTS man^^  the RICE & the MEAT all so DAMN NICE la.   NEXT, come the MANGO xxxx forgot the name it very sweet but the Mango very SOUR Afterall, me & Viviann ENJOY alot ^^  &&& that's me before i went out to find my sister^^ it look abit fierce =x Yours Truly, , 11:54 AM♥
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE i hope i can pass my N level & go to Sec5 if not i might not know how to continue my path. the timing is getting closer & closer, heartbeats getting more & more nervous my mind is getting more & more confusing, i cant sense anything right now with such a condition of my mind, i really cant sense of my results. WTH if i pass my N LVL, i sure HAPPY like HELL~!!! i want to get an O LEVEL certificate before doing my DREAMS things i will not tell you ,what i want to do in the future. SO SORRY xP that's is a secret that cannot say out. =)) MY STEAD ONLY HAVE ONE NOW~!!!!! the previously stead named CEASAR is no LONGER my stead, we have broke up at 10 DEC which i request for breaking. Cause i have Pressure be with him. Sorry if i hurt yoos. Now i am much more HAPPIER dhan before. No Longer the EMO of me. Now, my soul has came back to my body. My cheerful ,my thinking ,my sense ,my everything has turned to NORMAL. However my LONG TERM DEPRESSION is still not over yet. Dont Only just see my Outlook seems to be a very Cheerful girl. But actually, behind i have alot of sad stories which cause i have a LONG TERM DEPRESSION. I have it for about 10years plus. It really hard to cure. But i am Halfway throughout to the brightness of the world. So dont ever hurts me cause Deep inside my heart, is FRAGILE. Not as STRONG as what you think of me. I might say that i am not easily to be angry or sad. but yoos never know what my heart is thinking about. BTW, now i ONLY HAVE ONE STEAD!!! ONE & ONLY ONE , NO MORE OTHERS. && is i PREVIOUSLY say the TIAN YU who is UNFUCKABLE GUY =x. Yours Truly, Monday, December 17, 2007, 11:32 PM♥
I LOVE this SONG (一千遍我爱你 )DAMN MUCH there's meaning in this SONG. CAN try to LISTEN it ^^ here's the LYRICS. 就算是轻轻的呼吸心还是感觉痛 没有你的日子里我变得好脆弱 轻轻一碰 仿佛就要飞走 口袋里的双手曾被你温柔紧握 布满思念的空气该怎么去摆脱 天灰的好寂寞 快乐悲伤被你左右 说一千遍我爱你都不够 就这样不贪心我慢慢的走 只要有你陪着我 再苦我能承受 说一千遍我爱你也都还不够 有一天我总会看见幸福的彩虹 相信你给的承诺 我等候 就算是轻轻的呼吸心还是感觉痛 没有你的日子里我变得好脆弱 轻轻一碰 仿佛就要飞走 口袋里的双手曾被你温柔紧握 布满思念的空气该怎么去摆脱 天灰的好寂寞 快乐悲伤被你左右 说一千遍我爱你也都不够 就这样不贪心我慢慢的走 只要有你陪着我 再苦我能承受 说一千遍我爱你也都还不够 有一天我总会看见幸福的彩虹 相信你给的承诺 我等候 说一千遍我爱你都不够 就这样不贪心我慢慢的走 只要有你陪着我 再苦也承受 说一千遍我爱你也都还不够 有一天我总会看见幸福的彩虹 相信你给的承诺 我等候 说一千遍我爱你也都不够 就这样不贪心我慢慢的走 只要有你陪着我 再苦我能承受 说一千遍我爱你也都还不够 有一天我总会看见幸福的彩虹 相信你给的承诺 我等候 相信你给的承诺 我等候 Yours Truly, Friday, December 14, 2007, 1:50 PM♥
TIAN YU x33 a BOY who any how announce that we are MARRIED~!!! but quite FUN lahs. cause we always talk cock to each other NO quarrel till now && we fall in love in EACH OTHER ^^ Seriously Speaking i have never really love all my ex before =x but but but to TIAN YU , i think i really love him alots^^ be with him, i wun have a feeling of when breaking x)) in facts is more relaxing than before.^^ Just talk to him on phone from 4.30am to 8.30am is about 4 hours && we went to go buy food eat HUNGRY HUNGRY HUNGRY. && not fair cos he bought faster dhen me. && so sweet of him, cos of me he walk up the stairs till 13storey in stead of taking lift. he scared later no reception^^ I SIMPLY LOVE HIM. NEVER REGRET OF MARRIED TO HIM^^ all thanks to MING XIONG~!!! keep on physco me to stead with TIAN YU keep on say TIAN YU better & will treat you very good der. BETTER than all your ex. SO STEAD WITH HIM LA i garantee sure very GOOD to you der. REPLY TO ALL TAGS Lao xRYL - i have relinked yoos my sweethearts x333 PeiZong KOR KOR - do link me lehs. if not i next time go down to NAMDAI yoos DIE DIE DIE h0r. Zhi Rong - is there any problems to Viviann - i removed it le. SOON, i will put a newly photo of US^^ Guowei- thanks wors. ^^ meet up soon again Katsuki -see you soon . i am going to shave my eyebrow ~!!! can you stop say tat~!!! BabyVAN - i have linked yoos^^ Yours Truly, Monday, December 10, 2007, 12:13 PM♥
http://fashion-hubs.blogspot.com i SIMPLY LOVE the clothe & the bag. i chosen these three that i love the most of all choices i gonna to buy it all ^^  $19.50 (include shipment pay)  $22.50(including shipment)  $20.5o(including shipment pay) Yours Truly, Friday, December 07, 2007, 12:15 PM♥
 THE BLOG that i made for my BOYFRIEND x333 you can go check it out at http://www.seasaru.blogspot.com ^^ MY VIVIAN =(( GONNA to MISS YOU BADLY. i have neber seen you for at least 1 week le =(( FUCKING MISS YOU LOTS. i wanna to meet you but but ..... you went to GENTING FOR 3DAYS~!!!!! i MISSyou T.T FASTER COME BACK. dhen can go KAJIAO GUO WEI le^^. I AM SO FUCKING ZILIAN(s) ^^ all the photo is taken from VIVIAN's PHONE, i didnt know that i took so many picture inside her phone. Now i realise that i am so ZILIAN                    VIVIAN in her GRADUATION GOWN x33 SO PRETTY & MATURE of her. make me FALL DEEPLY in LOVE in her =x Yours Truly, Thursday, December 06, 2007, 1:16 AM♥
SORRY SORRY SORRY i'm here to apologise. i took so long to update one POST =x. REASONS is because first, i LAZY second, i dont know what to write third, i want to change new skins. && yet i change it^^  this is the previous skins. thlady-words.blogspot.com &&now i have changed it to onelastdan-ce.blogspot.com NEW PICTURE UP^^  the day he left me & the day i am enjoying happily previously.  the day ME & MY BOY TOGETHER. && he took for me this picture^^    the VERY SMALL coffee that i have ever seen. FROM TCC.  REBIRTH @ PLUSH ticket. i found it from DOUGLAS wallet. && that day he was very pathetic, bullied by DOLLYVIKIIS till very terrible. as WELL as GUO WEI. he's very CARTOON l0hs. but his face cant tell so. && first time we know him, he's not so cartoon. after that he is very cartoon. he came to OUR chalet. he very funny, he came in the room without knocking the door && just came in, stare at us, sit down on the bed. THE IMAGE IS DAMN FUNNY. he's so FORTUNATE too lehs. he SLEPT between DOLLYvikiis. &&& also quite terrible. BEING BULLIED BY US. wahahas xP HOPE HE HAS FUN ^^   my BOY & me.^^ i wear specs take pic. SO UGLY~!!! && yet he say NICE~!! WTH~!!! a lot people say that i wear specs dont look like me. REALLY MEHS??  POOR PEIZONG KORKOR he sleep on the floor while i sleep on the bed xP he is my ONLY GAN KOR KOR. i dont want others liao. GOT PEIZONG KOR KOR can liao =x && he is also quite idiot lehs. 6AM ask me come down. =.='' SO FUCKING EARLY LOHS && make me so TIRED.   the day i went down to NAMDAI ton. at first got alot people dher. in the end, they all very tired. SO THEY WENT HOME~!! left me, Pei zong KOR KOR, Amos, Ah Chuan PAPA && Guo Hao  my baBbiiexBOY used 2hours to DRAW this for me ^^ NICE??? hehes =x iLOVEhim.  TIAN YU xP Stupid sia. i cant rmb that i seen him before at TAMAN JURONG till he send this picture to me. i got SHORT TERM MEMORY =x i old le. NO LONGER 16 years old. NOW is 61years old =x |
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