Friday, 22August2008.
I never attend to school but went to Dearest Boy's house before we went out shopping together. =)) We went to The Cathay to watch the movie called "Meet Dave". Before the movie started, Dearest Boy asked me to take a picture with the stupid Alien. Of course, we took few pictures together too.The movie after all is not bad just kinda of funny only. After watch movie, we smoked smoked then we went to take train to City Hall as Dearest Boy said that he wanted to go to Marina Square.

When we reached there, the outdoor were crowded with lots of people. Dearest Boy and me felt odd of what's occasion was happening. Then when we sat at the staircase, we heard people said got fireworks. & i smsed Viviann and asked. I was so shocked that there's Fireworks going on the day whereby it is our so called "First Time" come out shopping. The Fireworks were so damn nice that how i wished that the time can stop at that moment forever.

This is Dearest Boy and me, first time that we watched Fireworks with our Girlfriend/Boyfriend. So it's kinda of surprising for us. xD After that, we went to Home Of Pool till the next morning. Dearest Boy played Majong with his friends till morning and i just sat down there and watched. After that, we took cab and headed for Home Sweet Home.

Saturday, 23August2008.
Dearest Boy came down to meet up with me as HE MISSES ME TOO MUCH so as well as me. =)) We slacked at my house downstairs and went to Downtown East to watch movie. && so we watched a movie called " The Death Race". After all, the Movie was not bad and quite interesting also. After that, we smoked smoked and headed down to Home Of Pool.

Chatted with Sandra and we played 9balls of pool. The person who lost, have to pay for the table. After all, it was a close match and i won. Then, we went to smoke smoke, talk talk again. After that, Wei Yang came and he looked drunk. Dearest Boy played 9balls of pool with him. While playing with him, Dearest Boy suddenly came and kissed me. My face was so damn red lohs. WTH!!! Then Dearest Boy kept laugh at me. Evil sio he =(( But It was a damn funny match luh. The result for the match is draw.

After played finish, Dearest Boy and me went to use com awhile and we both are real tired. Then we accompanied Uncle Lim smoked, he kept on said about the both of us that we should have some planning before each other has no time. He's happy to see we two to be together and he's waiting for his treat. =.=||| So Dearest Boy and me planned to go Overseas after my "O" Level over. =)) We slacked till morning and ate our breakfast and headed for home.

Sunday, 24August2008
Sleeping & Resting at home for the whole day.

Monday, 25August2008
Attended to school and i didn't even know that i have examination. So, i late for my paper. After all, i guess i didn't do well for the paper. But luckily that it was only just a Preliminary Exam. But i'll work hard for my paper and do my best. =))

Went up to Dearest Boy's house in the afternoon. Dearest Boy and me was sleeping soundly till its evening time, we both woke up and went to have our dinner. After we ate finish, Dearest Boy went to sleep again and i was studying for my exam. 'm so guai right. wahahahahahahhaha =x After i study finished, just nice Dearest Boy was awake.

Ended up, we played until very crazy that we can even be at the floor struggling with each other. Then we played at his bed till my head hit until the wall. Ji tao the impact is so big sio. Then now my head got BALUGU. =(( Dearest Boy still kept on laughing at me. After that, Dearest Boy sent me home.

Tuesday, 26August2008
Attended to school in the morning for my paper. After all, i did badly for my Social Studies as this was always my worst subject of all and plus the History. The Maths Paper 1 was ok ok luh, can is not so difficult or not so easy.

Supposedly to meet up Dearest Boy after school but i forgot that is my Daddy's Birthday. So, i accompanied Mummy to Orchard to buy what she wanted to buy. I was too tired that when i reached home, i just went to sleep. At night, 've my steamboat with my family at home. Anyway,

It's look a bit funny luh.
My schoolmates thought that my Boyfriend is a GIRL sio!!!!
*LAUGHS* Wee Kiat has become a GIRL ehhh......

Taken at the Coffee Shop.


Taken when i finished my studies and when i was studying. =.=|||


This is the Picture that Dearest Boy wanted me to take with the STUPID ALIEN.


The Pictures that i edited. <3>

For these past 3 days, 've been meeting up my Dearest Boy. We're getting more and more addicted to each other whenever we meet up. xD If can, i wishes this can last as long as possible. Sometimes, i really wants the time to stop at that moments and end it forever. We always feel sad when we are going home as we can't see each other for hours or maybe days?? The scene of seeing you walking away after sending me home, it feels so hurts to me. I really enjoys the times with you and cherishing every moments with you.

My Dearest Boy has been feeding me to eat of what i wants for these few days as my father went overseas and nobody cooking at home. Now, my mother even knows that i have a boyfriend when i didn't even say anything. &&yet, she didn't say much about us. =))

1st day, My Dearest Boy brought me to Hougang Mall to FairPrice to buy Sushi as
i said that i have a long time never eat sushi and suddenly feels like eating.
&&Dearest Boy bought Waffer for me also as well as for himself and his mother.
2nd day, My Dearest Boy bought me Mee Hoon Kuek as its also a long time never eat it.
3rd day, I bought myself Thai Tom Yam Soup, while i eating, Dearest Boy kept on gave me stupid expression that made me really feels like laughing instead of eating.

Yesterday, Dearest Boy played piano for me to listen. 'm so honoured to hear it as Dearest Boy seldom would play for people to listen. BECAUSE HE WILL SHY!!!! Everything also can shy one, buay tahan him. =x He played quite a number of songs and i just sit down there listen. Now, he's teaching me to play piano as 'm insisted of LEARNING. =)) Since young, 've always wanted to learn to play piano just that no chance to learn. After i learned finish, i can play at my school which is near the General Office and hao lian awhile. =P

My Dearest Boy and me will soon have a competition of playing basketball and Badminton. =x I guess that we might play awhile only due to we both are smokers and Stamina sure is KANASAI one. Don't have to think of playing 1hour, just only 30 minutes, we might be already at there very Chuan liao. hahhahahahahahahha. Never mind luh. We can treat it as an Exercise.

Tommorrow which is Friday, gonna to meet up my Dearest Boy again. && we are going to watch movie and play play, eat eat. Then i guess we might be treating Uncle Lim to eat cause if not him, we might not be able to be like now, happily together. =.=||| He like machiam our match maker. hahahhahahahhahaah Btw, Soon i will upload me and his pictures. =))

59days to "O" Level examination, Few more days to Prelimary Examination, 1more day to "O" Level English Oral. Timetable is already fixed, unmoved yet Time is getting shorter and shorter as each day goes by. The Power of Stress that has been pressurizing on, is getting more and more strong. How i wish that all these can be gone as soon as possible. As i already not sure that if i can hold on till the day arrives. Even though, 've promised people that 'll do well but the process of all these are so hard.

Today, i didn't went to school again, as i am getting more and more hated of going to school. 'm not saying that there's no friends over there but it actually the stress that 've got in school is more pressurize than what 've got at home. The feeling is that 've never had it before ever since i stepped in to this school till now. 'll shall not talk about it anymore.

Ytd, went to find my Dearest Boy. He brought me to buy sushi as i said that i wanted to eat sushi. =)) He bought a lot for me and also bought Waffer for me, himself and his mother. I ate up everything at his house. Even if i am already quite full, i also must eat finish if not Dearest Boy will sad sad or angry with me. He's going to stuff me with foods and make me grow fat. I think soon, no one will say that i am skinny anymore luh. =x Loves him <3>

'll shall blog a very short post today. =x Just back from school, i guess i might not be blogging after sometime due to my schedule is really damn tight that me, myself also can't even have a minute of breathing. But it's alright after all as i know everything will be over soon.

My English Oral is coming on this Wednesday and my Prelim is just next week only. Yet, i today just knew all my exam things. As i never check on my timetable as well as i only got to school twice a week recently. 've got to double up my speed for studying right now.

My Asthma has been acting up non stop, i think it might due to i keep smoking everyday now, getting more and more rely on cigarettes whenever i feel stress. 've been eating non-stop for these few days too. && i guess is time for me not to go HOP too often as well as my Dearest boy. As we have things to do recently. =))

JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!! xD
'm Off to study now and meeting my Dearest Boy in the evening. =))

These few days have been with my Dearest Boy. <3 I think without him by my side, i might be half dead luh. 'm getting more and more rely on him.

Thursday, supposedly going out with Viviann, Zealous and my Boy. Yet, cause of something wrong with me and my Boy, ended up became Viviann and Zealous went to watch movie. I stayed at home so as well as my boy. There's too many things happen recently again that makes me too stress that i cried at home alone. && guess wad??? I did a stupid thing that is SLIT. My hand now still have the scar.

My boy was so worried about me that he came down to my house downstairs and accompanied me as well as cheer me up. Just a sight of him, my tears have stopped flowing down, smiles were hanging on my face all day. We went to Pasir Ris park walk walk. My boy asked me to say out what i am stress about, and so i told him and WHAT THE HELL LAHS. I CRIED sio, then Dearest Boy hugged me and sayang me.<3

At around 8plus, we went down to Katong to meet up Viviann and Zealous to go KTV. Soon, a lot people from Home of Pool came in too. All sing sing sing non-stop, some out of tune. So funny la.
My mum called after that and my mood went down again, i almost cried out. So i asked Viviann to accompany me to go out smoke. My Boy messaged me if i am alright, he knew something wrong with me and came out cheer me up again. So happy luh.

We two were so funny la keep on disturb each other non stop one. But was quite fun and Viviann was at there laughing non-stop one. After all, I love him. <3

Friday, supposedly i wanted to go to school yet i was afraid that if teachers or my classmates saw my hand scar, will keep on asking me. So i decided not to go to school. Sorry about it. At around evening, i went to find dear and i lost my way luh. Stupid right?? Ended up, i went to take cab to his house downstairs and slacked at there. After that, i said i want to eat fishball and my Dearest Boy bought for me to eat. Sweet right?? That's my Boyfriend mahs. =D

Supposedly, after accompanied him to his house, changed his pants have to go down Katong but ended up i stayed at his house. Soon, we both fell asleep till 12plus then we woke up. Funny thing is like that's his house yet i can sleep well than him. xD Who ask i am a pig. No choice mahs.

After we prepared ok le, Dearest Boy sending me home but it was raining heavily when we reached the Void deck. Irritating sia then Dearest boy went to take umbrella and we walked to take cab to Pasir Ris. Yet, the stupid uncle don't know the way and from Hougang go until Eunos. STUPID LOHS!!!! Dearest Boy almost want to scold him sia. Ended up we went to Katong and take Viviann's IC and he accompanied me to go eat before i went home. <3

I LOVE MY DEAREST BOY SO DAMN MUCH THAT
I WISHED THAT ALL THIS MOMENTS CAN
JUST STOP AT THE TIME. <3

'm so super duper in Love with my Dearest Boy, so as well as him. <3 's always there for me and support me all the way with no fail. I can't imagine if my days without will be like what. As now, i seems to be relying him a lot. As he'll always

Cheer me up when i am in a bad mood,
Accompany me when i can't fall asleep,
Message me from the moments he wakes up
or i wakes up till one of us is tired and needs some rest,
Take care of me when i fell ill,
Support me for my "O" Level and other things.

Although, he's not always beside me but I always feels he just beside me, watching me(not saying that he's dead or what but that's how i feels). But soon, I think we might everyday meet up and seldom go HOP( Home Of Pool ). xD

'll be studying at his house and he'll be playing his Cabal Sea. If not we'll be out for lunch, movie, shopping and other stuffs. Spending as much times with him as possible before he goes for his NS. =(( I don't wish to be so fast for him to go NS, at least until next year then go in. If not I'll miss him like crazy and I'll try my best to wait for him too. =)) Treating it as a test between the both of us of holding on to this relationship as not wishing for early game over. We'll be cherishing the time leftover for his NS, never will we waste a single time of it.

So for the time being, we'll be gonna to be MIA for sometime. =x 'm so surprise that my Dearest Boy would write Love Letter for me sio. But i haven't receive it as he forgot to give it to me. =.='' && Soon, he'll play piano for me to hear ;'m waiting to hear. xD

We understand each other more,
getting closer and closer,
bits by bits adding in Love,
as each day goes by.

've never ask much from each other only just wanted a
Loves, Care, Concern, Smiles, Healthy && Be there for each other always.
No matter what we did, there's no Sorry or Thanks but Loving You.
We don't use FOREVER but As Long As Possible.
That's the way of how we Love each other.
A Beautiful Loves that we are holding on to our hand
&& never will we let it go till it Fades.

He's My Super Duper Loving Boy As
Ever that I've Always Wanted!!!

Last night, i met up with my Dearest Boy. =D Before i met him, i saw my Shi Min with her boyfriend together& she asked where's my boyfriend & i just pointed behind. As he just at behind them but a few distance away only.

'm so happy to see him but he kept bully me non-stop. Evil boyfriend right??? But well, i still Love him nahs, who ask him "SO CARING, SO NICE, SO SHUAI, SO CUTE!!!" ( that's what he always praise himself, i think his skin too thick liao, no choice but to be like that. >< ) This type of boyfriend is so damn "HARDDDDDDDDD" to find sio.

Being bullied by him all the way till he sending me home still bully me but of course i not so stupid at there like a stupid girl kana bullied by him. I did give him my revenge too. Who ask him so afraid of itchiness. My hobbies is like to disturb those guys who scared of itchiness. ^^

From last night till now, i ain't feeling well at all. Whole body was aching, having flu, block nose. Now slowly, 'm having fever. What the Hell!!!!!!! But nvm luh got my Boyfriend take care of me, i think i shall be very fine. =))

These few days met up Viviann for studies as "O" Level is coming as well as my preliminary exam is getting nearer than "O" Level. My parents and friends can't believe that i would study due to recently 've been out to play more than i study. 've got to prove to them that i am not only knows how to play but also study well ok ..?? =))

've to JIA YOU for these 2months of studying well, eat more as Dearest Boy said i too skinny liao must eat more BUT indeed i am skinny so 've to listen to him if not kana kok at my head by him, save money for overseas.

'm also sad to say that i never did well for my "O" Level examination. =(( Instead of getting at least an A2 or B3 for my Chinese, i got C6!!!!!! WHAT THE HELL!!! 've to retake one more time and get a better grades this time. Got people support me behind, 'll not disappoint then. xD

Off to rest now as not really feeling well now. =(( Take cares Everyone.

Everything has already over between us. You broke my heart deeply ever since you made the decision. 've never regretted of leaving you. Although, 've some kind of soft hearted of not leaving you at a moment but i thought through all my past. It's all begin with a "SOFT-HEARTED" that causes the pains that i have.

For now, I'll never get soft hearted again. As long as we are not fated to be together, 'll not gonna to think so much about it anymore. Looking forward is the best choice ever. Don't blame me for making such a choice, is you are the cause of ending this relationship.

From 19July, we together till 9August, the last time we met up is at 29July, I have never once feels that you are faithful to me. From the evidence and prove that i got it, it tells me that you are still the same as in the past. You've got nothing to say when i said it to you of what i know, yet is full of apologize from you but Actions Speaks Louder than Words.

All your words seems to be so fake to me as your actions are still the same. No contacts between us but contacts between you and her. You begged me not to leave you but even if i give you one more chance, guess everything are still the same. I did give you a chance before but you failed to cherish it. What for do i still have to give you one more chance?? No matter how many chance i gives to you, it is still the same ;there's no different at all.

As what people usually said, "Leopard would never change its Spot." It means that as long as you are a Flirt guy or a Hongster, no matter how you want to change it, the bad habits that have been sticking with you will still be there.

But i do hope that you will really change, so that at least i will feel much more happier. As for the roses, although we are not together anymore, but the promises of the roses for you will still be there. I don't wish to give people empty promises.

Later, i'll be meeting up Tian Yu("My Husband") =x and his friends of those that i know with Viviann. We'll be going to see FIREWORKS. After that, i might be going to Katong Shopping Center to find Wee Kiat to help me fold the roses.

99Roses are to be fold finish to give someone that unworthy of. Supposedly, i can just not to fold but promises to him must not be an empty promises. Just now, i read something that really make me hot now. I was like WHAT THE HELL!!!

I know is my mistake that I've not been looking you up for such a long time due to I'm really busy with my stuffs. &I've given you a chance to repent your mistakes. Yet, the result is still the same. Although, i might say is that i don't mind all these but actually i really do feel hurts a bit.

From the starting day that me and you together, I've never felt safe to me with you. The feeling that you gave to me is like every minutes and second, I've to be afraid of the feeling that we might be apart at anytime. Yet, the feeling the i hated the most, really comes. Hope you will be a better guy in the future. & I'll not care you anymore or think of you.

'm not going to think about it anymore, cause i can see my Husband soon after 8months ever since the last time we met. Guess he is still the same as in the pass, so thick skin one. I shall go prepare now. =D Later can see him luh. I think so.???

've not been updating for quite a sometime as I'm really busy recently. 'm not at home for at least 5 days, even if have is only just change clothes and went out again. It's quite fun but also very tiring too. As i didn't really been sleeping these few days. 'm going to become PANDA soon luh.. =x &DAMN MY BLOODY HELL!!! O LEVEL IS COMING SOON!!!!! =.='' arghhh!!! Shall not think much about it. I'll do my best for it. xD COME ON GOGOGO!!!!!! I shall share with you guys what I have been doing recently.

1.) Out with Superman(NAT), Zealous and Viviann for these days. Went to Katong Shopping Center slack, play pool, play computer, smoking, eating and other stupid stuffs luh. If not will be at Viviann's house slacking, drinking, sleeping. && it makes me absent for school for 2 days. This week i only attend for 2days lesson and tmr i am not going obviously as its like kinda of boring.

2.) 've been smsing someone interesting recently. He's also always at Katong Shopping Center as he worked there. The first sight that i saw him, i found that he is very cute and a funny guy. Everytime i saw him, i never fail of laughing all the way as its really damn funny luh him. We two also quite cute luh. As in message we can sms a lot but on real life talking, we two are damn shy luh. Never talk to each other one.

I didn't expect that we will know each other after some time but i damn happy to know him. xD Even he also say so that, me and him are fated to met each other one. We can't avoid this fate. Can't wait to see him at Katong Shopping Center at next week.

This is the first time that i received a person message that will really brighten up my day.

3.) Yesterday which is 6August, i met up Lovell Darling after knowing him for at least 1 year plus then i finally got time to meet him up. Have quite a lot of fun with him cause he keep on kana bully by me. That's why. =P

4.) I like to disturb Tian Yu a lot although he is my ex-boyfriend yet we are still like a couple. As we always love to call each other DEAR or DARLING if not will keep on say you are my Husband or i am his Wife and other stupid things luh but quite fun actually. Jia You wors for your tomorrow competition. Although i can't go, but my spirit will be there. xD





There's still lots more to share but i am very tired now and my eyes is like closing soon. So i think i shall go take a bath and off to bed. Before that smoke first. xD GOOD NIGHTS.