Yours Truly, Monday, January 28, 2008, 4:33 PM♥

today, i never went to school, as i am too tired to wake up. =x
stay at home till now, but later going out. ^^
meeting my viviann darling later, so long never see her ler.
recently i am to busy to meet her up.
but today i am so FREE & i rang her up but she never answer.
However, she called me back to my house phone. xD
Love You laaaa. I Miss You alot lehs xP
Due to overdue payment of phone bills, the singtel people cut off my lines.
So idiot! i got a feeling that, my phone will keep on ring non-stop when my line retrieve.
So temporary, i shall take TOP UP card first. x))
Or maybe i will change to TOP UP card in the future.
As to prevent i keep on spend my money on to the stupid idiot PHONE BILLS,
I rather use the money to buy the things i want instead.
Waiting for my Boyfriend to wake up.
So pig lahs he. Keep on sleep sleep sleep.
Faster wake up. Sun shine on your butts le la.. x))

to my boy,
Sorry for making you so worry all the times,
and when the same times you were already very stress now.
I promise you that i will take good care of myself der.
I won't make you worry le.
Do trust me & believe in yourself
Ever since the day, we together, i have told myself.
I told myself that i shall not wait for any miracles to happen le.
Now is the time, i shall try all my best to get the things i want.
I don't want to be like the past.
Waiting for people to love me, take care me, worry me.
I want to have a last long relationship.
I no longer wants a naive relationship.
Ever since you appeared in my life,
you have already brightened up my days.
I no longer be so emo like in the past for the time being.
I have already stopped thinking of my past.
I seems to have already forget the past.
I seems to be very happy whenever i was with you.
You makes me have the feeling that i have ever had before.
The feelings was great & wonderful.
I wish upon the stars, upon to the god.
I want this relationship to last as long as possible.
Just if even wants me to give up some of my living times.
I am also willing to do it. If there is.
All this is through bottom of my hearts and writes it out.
Just want to call your names &says ILOVE YOU.


Yours Truly, Thursday, January 24, 2008, 11:12 PM♥

the things that i don't wish to happen or rather say that i know will happen, it indeed & might going to be happen soon. In the past, i have a very strong feeling or rather said that there's seems to be have someone whispering to my ear. It's seems to be telling me that if i don't take good care of myself, there will be something happen on to me. Due to the naive of me, i did not really care about it. Do the daily things everyday.
Everyday sleeps in late night, even if i am tired, i force myself not to sleep. I never take my regular meals everyday as i am lazy to do it. =x & i do have a bit of depression. All this seems to be causing me to have low blood pressure. I think & i guess so.
I went to see the symptoms of having low blood pressure. It says that
Definition of Low Blood Pressure
Hypotension is the medical term for low blood pressure, generally considered to be a systolic blood pressure of 90 mm Hg or less in an adult.
However, some normal adults may have levels that low without any symptoms, while some hypertensive patients may develop shock with what would be considered normal blood pressure.

Description of Low Blood
PressureBlood pressures vary, depending on such factors as age, race, sex, and environment. On rare occasions, individuals may have medical problems that cause low blood pressure. Among such conditions are some types of heart disease, hormonal deficiencies, and malnutrition. In these cases, the hypotension will be corrected by the treatment of the medical problem.
High blood pressure is recognized as a potentially life-threatening condition for which medical intervention is appropriate.
Whether low blood pressure produces a syndrome is controversial. Several studies have suggested that low blood pressure may be associated with nonspecific symptoms such as tiredness and feeling faint. Because these symptoms are often attributed to psychological problems, some authorities believe that psychological dysfunction may be associated with hypotension.

Postural (orthostatic) Hypotension

Postural or orthostatic hypotension is a form of low blood pressure in which dizziness or faintness occurs when a person stands up abruptly from a sitting or reclining position. Normally, when an individual stands up, the blood vessels constrict to maintain normal blood pressure in the new position. However, in persons with postural hypotension, this mechanism probably does not work properly, and on standing, a temporary reduction in the blood flow to the brain may lead to fainting. Rising slowly from a sitting or reclining position will usually prevent the symptoms in this situation.
Patients with any form of orthostatic hypotension usually present with similar symptoms. On assuming an upright posture they may experience lightheadedness, dizziness, syncope (fainting), swaying, focal cerebral ischemia (low blood flow) manifested by receptive or expressive aphasia (difficulty communicating) or seizures (usually clonic jerks), angina pectoris, headache referred to the back of the head or neck, or tunnel vision.
Although postural hypotension is a benign condition in most individuals, it should be reported to a physician.
Causes and Risk Factors of Low Blood Pressure
The likelihood of syncope (fainting) is increased after meals, in hot environments such as after showers, and after consuming alcohol.
Sometimes postural hypotension results from taking a medication for high blood pressure; in these cases, the physician may reduce the dosage or change the medication. Fluids, including blood, lost from the body may also cause postural hypotension, as may many diseases. Hypotension can occur in combination with Addison's disease and alcoholism.

Treatment of Low Blood Pressure
Treatment varies depending on the cause of the low blood pressure. If you have no symptoms, your physician may decide no treatment is necessary. If you have symptoms, your physician may reassess the doses of your medications, especially your blood pressure medications.
In orthostatic (postural) hypotension, possible interventions may include rehydration, changing the timing of meals, elevation of the head of your bed, and pressure-graded stockings.
i am so worried.


Yours Truly, Wednesday, January 23, 2008, 1:14 AM♥

I ONLY LOVES JIAN AN x333

I hope this is a fresh start for my new relationships.^^
We two very cute wors. Using PM from MSN to reply each other.
Loves him lahs. 12:30am 23DECEMBER2008


Yours Truly, Saturday, January 19, 2008, 4:27 PM♥

Its time to write a normal & daily life posts.
Don't wish that everyday is an Emo day for me.
hmmmmm... a 10 hours of sleeping who will be enough for me,
but now seems to be different.
hmmm.. i slept at 3plus last night & woke up at 12pm.
I slept less than 8 hours & yet i can be so awake till now.
I wondering what is going on with me??? Am i alright???
But i just hack care to those questions. I woke up, while going to wash up,
as i walked to the bathroom, i cant see anything is just like a black out to me.
I felt so scary & i wondering i am just a tempo black out but other ppl who are blind,
not as fortunate as me. They have to face the black world everyday. Can't see the world.
Everyday have to imagine the image of the world.
I ate my breakfast with maggie noodles and hot milo which my mother makes for me everyday.
I watched tv with my breakfast & there's no interesting programs to watch.
I came in to my room took out $60 & gave it to my mum of paying my phone bills.
That i owe $500 plus to them. My parents everyday scold me just cause of the bills.
But i now have been trying my best to fock out the sum of money.
I switch on my laptop & use it until now & blogging ,chatting on msn.
Later have to go for work.
That's all^^


Yours Truly, , 3:48 PM♥

Looking through all my pictures when a person ask me to put a smiling pic of mine, I found out that all these years i have never smile once in it. Even if there is, is just a fake smile put up on my face. I wondering and thinking, these few years i didn't have any happy memories?? Or rather say that i do have sweet & happy moments but it just a temporary.

It's all just like Cinderella Story. Everything was perfect for you.
But after 12am, everything that you always wishes for, has gone back to normal.
You have to go back to your Servant life. & Just wait for miracle to come.

&& i also just realise that my blog's post is getting longer & longer.
The emotions is getting more & more worst.

Last Night, i chatted on MSN with my schoolmate. He read my posts & realized that i was not as cheerful as what they thought. He said that No One can see through that i have so much stress in me. Everyone thought that i am just a Happy Go Lucky girl. Who has no stress & problems at all.I wish i could be but my life is fated not to be. In school, i appeared that i am a Cheerful girl, as i did not really think anything when i was in school. In fact, my mind was blank & is a concentrated in my studies. This might be the reasons of why i likes to go to school??? It can let me have a peaceful mind?? Happily chatting with my classmates & Discussing over the questions?? Having jokes in class??? Talking nonsense??

I told Marcus of what my schoolmates said. & he replied something that which really makes sense to it. & let me know more about humans being. Like as if i am not a human but maybe i am not?? I also don't know. I have something that not really everyone has in me. He said that everyone in this world, you might thinks that they are happy go lucky people. But you might not know that they are actually same as me or even worst than me. I do agree with it.

There's indeed got people who are more worst than me. I can't say that everyone are better than me. In facts, those who are more worst than me, I should feel fortunate as at least i am not as Bad Life as them. Yet a Better life than them. No one wishes of their life is so bitter. Everyday just wishes miracle would happen. A shooting stars fly over in front of them & can make a wish that might come true. The goddess might appear in front of them & grant their wish. There's no miracle in this world. Even if have, we must have to strive hard to achieve for the miracle.


Can this world have peace???


Yours Truly, , 12:08 AM♥

Looking at the pen knife, devil souls appeared to talk to me.
Trying to phsyco me by hurting me through the blood flows profusely.
I don't wish to bring up or rather say out the things that happen.
As is just like my life now is trying to repeating the same old things.
Must i have to gone through this horrible dreams in 2008 again??
Am i so fated to have all this FUCKING THINGS happening to me all this while??
Can i lead a better life in 2008 ???
CAN CAN CAN CAN CAN CAN???????
Must i need to sacrifice something so to get a better life??
If needs, i rather sacrifice it to makes me feels happy.
Is 2008 bad year??? Why the people around me feels so moody????
Everytime see them feels so moody, my heart also not feeling good in it.
Why must life be so tough and hard??
Why do people have to work hard to achieve wad they wants??
Why do people have to gone through lots of things???
Why do we need money so badly??
Why do people can't lead a good life??
Why do people were born to be in a wealthy family??
Why do people born to be in a poor family??
Why do people have so much troubles??
Why do people die??
Why do people have to face death which is just 5cm away??
Why do people have so much stress???
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY???????
&& I found out something ridiculous in my life.
I have more than 6senses
& is a SUPERNATURAL SENSES
Is not weak or just fine but is STRONG.
I can use my sense to sense when i have stead or back to single
I can sense to find the things that i lost it.
I can sense what people is feeling now.
&the sense brought my leg to the place where i not familiar with.
I can sense if there will be anything happen to me when i go to the place
I can SENSE IT !!!!! but is very tiring when having this sense.
It can make your body break down so easily that you just wish to lie on your bed, sleeping soundly and don't even feel like waking up from the deep sleep.
I am BOTH HATE & LOVES it.
At least, i can have some preparations in getting hurts again.
Can find the things that i lost it. Which might be so important to me.
Can help to console people when i know their feelings.
Feeling sad for them of the things they met or Feeling helpless.
Impossible to be so KPO to go and help them when it is their problems.
They might thinks that i am a very BusyBody person.
Just feel likes helping them but don't wish to hear any bad comments from them.
Don't wish to hear that i am a very scary person that can see through what they thinking or the mood they having now. The comments, can keep it to yourself.
I hate it sometimes when my sense brought me to the places.
The places that might brought me back to the past.
It is also fortunate that i can know what will happen & can protect me.
Whenever the sense come and gone. It really makes me very tired.
I might can just sleep on the street if i am really want to break down.
Sometimes i love to have it & Sometimes i hate it.
Should i choose to have it or not to have it??


Yours Truly, Thursday, January 17, 2008, 8:05 PM♥

See the laughter from people deep down in their hearts,Can see that they are living in a very happy & a fortunate life. Whenever i sees it, i am so envy of them. I wish i can be one of them, No troubles, No stress. Just a Happy life to lead on throughout the journey.

I ask back to myself, Why can't be One of those???Is it i am fated to lead such a life??
My heart is deeply full of hatred in such a life i have.

I wish i can just stick on to the chair & sits properly ,glued my hands holding a pen, focusing on my studies. Don't have any thoughts through my mind. Can have a Peaceful Mind in completing my studies & that's all. Is such an easy task to do but i just find it hard to do.

There's lots of distraction around me, making me no mood to study.
&& my hands just loves to stick with the keyboard and my eyes just love the view of my LAPTOP. My handphone will just ring in ever minutes causes me just want to chat on phone. Can i know when can i just stop all this habits that i have right now in a critical situation.


Its my O LEVEL exams this year. I still have lots of chapters to catch up & cover up.
I miss out l0ts of lesson in Sec3 & sec4. The School Life in Sec3 & Sec4 were a slacking years to me. I never really study to it. It just always a last minute revise before the exam started.
I know clearly if i do really study, i can pass it with a very great marks.
But i seems to have no hearts to it.

Although i have found my dreams & wishes to go for it & achieve it. But i just don't willing to step any of my foots forward up the stairs.
I just want to remain at the same level of steps.
I know i have to pull up my socks.

Can i really step my foots in front from now on??

Recently, there's a person makes me reminds me of my past.
A past that i don't ever wish to be happen & think of it anymore!
It is such a torture to me whenever i thinks about it!
IT SIMPLY SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS & FUCKING SUCKS TO THE FUCKING CORE.
Just not a easy task that i have finally forgotten about it & Just those people who don't really knows about me makes me think of it. && is so damn FUCKED UP.
My hearts is so FUCKING CHEEBYE THE HURTS when i rewind my past.
Can the hurts just STOP IT from the FUCKING STARTS OF IT??
!~@#$%^&*%$@#$%##% SO FUCKING ANGRY LA.
KNNBEI CCB. MOTHER FUCKER FOR THOSE WHO MAKES ME REMINDS OF IT.

NO MOOD TO BLOG NOW LA. CHAO CHEE BYE.
FUCKING HOT NOW!


Yours Truly, Wednesday, January 16, 2008, 1:22 AM♥

ILOVE MY HAIRSTYLE MAN!
thanks ANDY LOW^^
A GUY WHO ALWAYS HELP ME CUT HAIR^^

When there's no eyeliner.
I look so sleepy. Indeed i was very sleepy. =x



After put Eyeliner^^




Yours Truly, , 12:11 AM♥


today just keep a BENDAN, or rather STM boy la =x
so today 12am ;16Jan2008 . NICE DAY^^
he's BENDAN & of cos i am CHONG MING^^ xP

This is how we became der ;
☠ мιуuĸı ē dэąd Δиgзι ιәƒτ ё гаѕт шояdѕ нәяз☠ I'm Sick & Tired when is just a Beginning says:
i donnoe wan to post it on frienster mahs
正宇<33依玲>
hahas icic
☠ мιуuĸı ē dэąd Δиgзι ιәƒτ ё гаѕт шояdѕ нәяз☠ I'm Sick & Tired when is just a Beginning says:
should i
☠ мιуuĸı ē dэąd Δиgзι ιәƒτ ё гаѕт шояdѕ нәяз☠ I'm Sick & Tired when is just a Beginning says:
??
正宇<33依玲>
hmm nvm bahs
正宇<33依玲>
let me see can le
正宇<33依玲>
LOL
☠ мιуuĸı ē dэąd Δиgзι ιәƒτ ё гаѕт шояdѕ нәяз☠ I'm Sick & Tired when is just a Beginning says:
hahas
☠ мιуuĸı ē dэąd Δиgзι ιәƒτ ё гаѕт шояdѕ нәяз☠ I'm Sick & Tired when is just a Beginning says:
LOLS
☠ мιуuĸı ē dэąd Δиgзι ιәƒτ ё гаѕт шояdѕ нәяз☠ I'm Sick & Tired when is just a Beginning says:
see your yeeling la
正宇<33依玲>
hahas how you know o.0
☠ мιуuĸı ē dэąd Δиgзι ιәƒτ ё гаѕт шояdѕ нәяз☠ I'm Sick & Tired when is just a Beginning says:
LOLS
☠ мιуuĸı ē dэąd Δиgзι ιәƒτ ё гаѕт шояdѕ нәяз☠ I'm Sick & Tired when is just a Beginning says:
YOUR PM
☠ мιуuĸı ē dэąd Δиgзι ιәƒτ ё гаѕт шояdѕ нәяз☠ I'm Sick & Tired when is just a Beginning says:
SO OBVIOUS
正宇<33依玲>
ya hor hahas
正宇<33依玲>
you still sho skinny sia
☠ мιуuĸı ē dэąd Δиgзι ιәƒτ ё гаѕт шояdѕ нәяз☠ I'm Sick & Tired when is just a Beginning says:
hahas
☠ мιуuĸı ē dэąd Δиgзι ιәƒτ ё гаѕт шояdѕ нәяз☠ I'm Sick & Tired when is just a Beginning says:
bendan
☠ мιуuĸı ē dэąd Δиgзι ιәƒτ ё гаѕт шояdѕ нәяз☠ I'm Sick & Tired when is just a Beginning says:
i shall call you bendan
☠ мιуuĸı ē dэąd Δиgзι ιәƒτ ё гаѕт шояdѕ нәяз☠ I'm Sick & Tired when is just a Beginning says:
next time
☠ мιуuĸı ē dэąd Δиgзι ιәƒτ ё гаѕт шояdѕ нәяз☠ I'm Sick & Tired when is just a Beginning says:
stupid
正宇<33依玲>
hahas then i call you wat sia ?
正宇<33依玲>
skinny ?
☠ мιуuĸı ē dэąd Δиgзι ιәƒτ ё гаѕт шояdѕ нәяз☠ I'm Sick & Tired when is just a Beginning says:
hahas
☠ мιуuĸı ē dэąd Δиgзι ιәƒτ ё гаѕт шояdѕ нәяз☠ I'm Sick & Tired when is just a Beginning says:
no
正宇<33依玲>
hahas
☠ мιуuĸı ē dэąd Δиgзι ιәƒτ ё гаѕт шояdѕ нәяз☠ I'm Sick & Tired when is just a Beginning says:
call me
正宇<33依玲>
then ?
☠ мιуuĸı ē dэąd Δиgзι ιәƒτ ё гаѕт шояdѕ нәяз☠ I'm Sick & Tired when is just a Beginning says:
chong ming
正宇<33依玲>
oh okayys o.0
正宇<33依玲>
chong ming
正宇<33依玲>
xD

stupid right??? the nick so obvious still say ya h0r.
so gum gong & stm & bendan laaaaaaa


Yours Truly, Tuesday, January 15, 2008, 1:32 PM♥


New HairSTYLE ;NEW PICS
I am a 自恋狂^^











Yours Truly, , 1:29 PM♥


this is my Schedule from today onwards
till O LEVEL ends.
i have to study hard for it.
No matter how difficult it is, I will also study till i understand.



Yours Truly, Thursday, January 10, 2008, 6:59 PM♥

5letters 1 word to say that
i'm TIRED ~!
after school, all i can wish to do is to SLEEP
that's all & that's it.
No more other things i wish to do
Mayb i am sick & tired of my life??
Mayb i am once falling again at a path??
Mayb i want to have a break before continue again??
Mayb i just love to sleep??
Mayb Mayb Mayb Mayb & Mayb ..............
I am so fucking DOUBT of my STUPID IDIOT FREAK LIFE!
&& My patience is going to reach my LIMITS!
DON'T EVER TEST ME!
I DON'T KNOW WHAT I MIGHT DO TO YOU!


Yours Truly, Monday, January 07, 2008, 3:52 PM♥

Last whole night, i cant really sleep well, till now i am still awake.
But a bit want to sleep le, so maybe after blogging i go sleep bahs.
These few days my posts like so emo. So now write a formal dher better laa.
If not people call me EMO FREAKS,don't wish to have such a stupid nickname!

I woke up, went to cook maggie cos my stomach hungry like FUCK laaas.
Soon after i ate finish my noodles, i went to go prepare myself to school.
&& very fuck! l0hs. i forgot to bring coins out for me to take bus
& forget to take $$$ from my mother, in the end rush home take money from her & some coins to school. I see my handphone's timing, is going to be late ler.
So i faster went to take cab & rush to school.

In school, so bored sia. But, my class very funny lahs.
We everytime sabo our classmate name "Syed".
He is a malay guy but his skin quite black abit like "Bangala" =x Sorry
Everytime, teachers asked who is the chairman or whose duty today, we will say is SYED!
dhen will have lots of comments from other classmates & also laughters.
Our teacher will also laugh together with us.
Quite like school life laa. Because is fun?? better than staying at home rotting.
But it is obviously tired as to wake up early in the morning.

Today, our teacher ask us to choose our seats.
Rather than she help us choose but we don't like it. Ended up we change ourselves.
To my Surprise, all those like don't like to study, all choose to sit infront.
&& they were snatching the seats. So funny lohs.

Then we starts our lessons all the way till 1.35pm & of cos got recess at 11am la.
dhen i came home after that. Eating, online, blogging.
That's all for today =))
& before that i want to thanks to all my friends
who are shock & encoraging me to stop smoking when i haven really addicted to it yet.
I will try lahs. But if i went to smoke, don't blame me or stop being my friends.
Just treat it as i never smoke before can le.
Don't wish to quarrel just because i take up smoking.
Thanks for the concern. I loves you all


Yours Truly, , 12:28 AM♥


How I Wish My Path could be so Straight to Walk Through
But i cant have such a fortunate life.
I have to gone through an UP & DOWN life.
Should I say myself pathetic or strong???
I find it both Pathetic & Strong.
Marcus asked me "Have You Decided Which Path You Want to Walk??"
I said " I still dont know"
This question make my mind have lots of thought.
I am the one who most clear of what i want for my life.
& knew it all along but yet i have never even start to get it.

In facts, i am still at the Beginning Point where people are running forward.
I am still far away from Ending Point.
This Path which i chose to walk is a very tough & super hard.
Or rather should i say that i GOD wants me to walk this path ALONE.
I have to let go all my past which makes my path more easier.
As Like Most People says it is easy to forget things.

Bu " What you say is easy ,but when you do it, you find it harder of what you thought." It is true. I always thought that letting go of the past is as easy as ABC it just see if i want it. But when i start to let go of my past, i find it very difficult. Whenever i think of it, i will cry. Tears rolled down to my mouth. & i taste it ,it is salty.

Sometimes, i thinks of walking this path is Tough. A phrase will come into my mind. "How I Wish I Can be Tear Away from this world" & No Longer will have any Problems troubling into my mind which makes me want to go crazy.

Can I still have the choice of choosing the path that i want?? I doubt so.



Yours Truly, Friday, January 04, 2008, 11:24 PM♥



This has seem to become my daily life.
At first, i thought that i wont ever take it ever in my life.
However, the trials of smoking makes me addicts to it. But not really so addict to it.
The Smoke that blow out from my mouth, & it disappear & turns to a smell.
How i wish to disappear from this world & become an Air with a Fragrance smells.
The Cool Feeling in my Throat makes me as if i was in Heaven.
I loves to have a Cool Feeling in my throat. It makes me feels like i am free from the chains that always have been attached to be throughout the years.

It might says as a distress for me??
Although, people used to tells me " Don't Ever Smoke! This cant help you in distress as i am a Smoker so i can tell you this. You will regret if you are really addicted to Smoking like me. You are Good that you never Smoke, I wish to stop smoking but hard"

But, I just want a temporary Relaxation in me.
At least, i still can tell myself that after all the things you will be as relax as what you are feeling now. So just hold on to the Stress that you have now. You can Made it.
Just these few moments of relax, i am already glad about it.
Although, is a waste of money by spending $10+ to buy cigarettes but as long as can make me to have the relax feelings, want me to pay how much i am also willing.

Can I ever be so Relax just like this??? I doubt so.



Yours Truly, Thursday, January 03, 2008, 12:04 AM♥


Every Moments that i Lied On your Back.
I always wish that the moments i fall asleep,
I wish the hours, minutes & second can stop just forever,
the Sleep Just Forever. Never ever Want to Wake up.
throughout 25,427 pictures in it.
I keep finding the pictures that looks alike at the moments.
Can I Wish that times can rewind and stop at that moments Just Forever.


Yours Truly, Wednesday, January 02, 2008, 10:47 PM♥

Happy New Year 2008
Wishing that my this year,
Can did well for my O lvl
New Stuffs Coming to ME
&& LOTS LOTS MORE



The Tickets at Vivo to Watch the Countdown 2008


Everybody Queuing Up is not buying anything
In facts, it is so EXAGERATE man!
Everybody Waiting for going up the Escalator
WTF~!


Me & Viviann

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL IN 2008
SO FUCKING BORED MAN~! shouldnt go!
SO bored like hell && need to have stupid ATTIRE CHECKS
HATE CORAL SECONDARY. BUT MISS ALL MY DARLINGS ^^
Finally Can see them again.
LOVES ya LOTS.


Yours Truly, , 10:14 PM♥

Photos UPDATED .
Sorry for Such a Long time to Update
I have Been Busy Everyday till now,
Finally is a relaxing time for me.


Promoting Yakuza Moon
A very Nice Book to Read about,
Is all about Real Life story of a Gangster Life
&& also the Journey that a Girl has Gone through
Is A very Tiring & a Tough Path to Walk Through
But the Determination of Her Leds her to Be Survive
through Titanic Life. Congrats Her For Being So Brave.
Wishing that i Can Be As her of the Spiritual Determination.



My World is as DARK as this Reflections


Can I Improve it better??



x333


My Reflections Before I Went Out




Zilianing at Some Moments
& PROMOTING Yakuza Moon Book



Steping an EMO of ANGIE & AZFAR


My Macdonald Colleagues includes of
CREWS ;RIDER ; McCAFE
!.Just a little knowledge will do!*

"If you destroy the last hope that i given to you, it shall be gone forever..."


♥19years of miyukiOSY
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Perfect 45kg, Save up to $6000 in 2010, Enrol into a course next year, Overseas holiday with beloved to Taiwan, LadyVLMO's 10years Anniversary Celebration @ 27September2010, Car & Motor License, Digital IXUS 120 IS Camera, ITOUCH Speaker, Fujitsu Laptop, Touch Screen Phone with QWERTYUI keyboard...
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New Cosmetics Sets(Maybeline Mineral Foundation, Volume Mascara, Fake Eyelashes & Glue, Liquid Eyeliner, Nude Lipsticks, Loreal Blusher, Make Up Remover.) Brown Hair Color & Good Hair Treatment, Curl my Below hair, Colour Contact lens(Hazel), Black Framed Spectacle with my correct eye degree...

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