How I Wish My Path could be so Straight to Walk Through
But i cant have such a fortunate life.
I have to gone through an UP & DOWN life.
Should I say myself pathetic or strong???
I find it both Pathetic & Strong.
Marcus asked me "Have You Decided Which Path You Want to Walk??"
I said " I still dont know"
This question make my mind have lots of thought.
I am the one who most clear of what i want for my life.
& knew it all along but yet i have never even start to get it.

In facts, i am still at the Beginning Point where people are running forward.
I am still far away from Ending Point.
This Path which i chose to walk is a very tough & super hard.
Or rather should i say that i GOD wants me to walk this path ALONE.
I have to let go all my past which makes my path more easier.
As Like Most People says it is easy to forget things.

Bu " What you say is easy ,but when you do it, you find it harder of what you thought." It is true. I always thought that letting go of the past is as easy as ABC it just see if i want it. But when i start to let go of my past, i find it very difficult. Whenever i think of it, i will cry. Tears rolled down to my mouth. & i taste it ,it is salty.

Sometimes, i thinks of walking this path is Tough. A phrase will come into my mind. "How I Wish I Can be Tear Away from this world" & No Longer will have any Problems troubling into my mind which makes me want to go crazy.

Can I still have the choice of choosing the path that i want?? I doubt so.