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Yours Truly, Saturday, January 19, 2008, 12:08 AM♥
 Looking at the pen knife, devil souls appeared to talk to me. Trying to phsyco me by hurting me through the blood flows profusely. I don't wish to bring up or rather say out the things that happen. As is just like my life now is trying to repeating the same old things. Must i have to gone through this horrible dreams in 2008 again?? Am i so fated to have all this FUCKING THINGS happening to me all this while?? Can i lead a better life in 2008 ??? CAN CAN CAN CAN CAN CAN??????? Must i need to sacrifice something so to get a better life?? If needs, i rather sacrifice it to makes me feels happy. Is 2008 bad year??? Why the people around me feels so moody???? Everytime see them feels so moody, my heart also not feeling good in it. Why must life be so tough and hard?? Why do people have to work hard to achieve wad they wants?? Why do people have to gone through lots of things??? Why do we need money so badly?? Why do people can't lead a good life?? Why do people were born to be in a wealthy family?? Why do people born to be in a poor family?? Why do people have so much troubles?? Why do people die?? Why do people have to face death which is just 5cm away?? Why do people have so much stress??? WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY??????? && I found out something ridiculous in my life. I have more than 6senses & is a SUPERNATURAL SENSES Is not weak or just fine but is STRONG. I can use my sense to sense when i have stead or back to single I can sense to find the things that i lost it. I can sense what people is feeling now. &the sense brought my leg to the place where i not familiar with. I can sense if there will be anything happen to me when i go to the place I can SENSE IT !!!!! but is very tiring when having this sense. It can make your body break down so easily that you just wish to lie on your bed, sleeping soundly and don't even feel like waking up from the deep sleep. I am BOTH HATE & LOVES it. At least, i can have some preparations in getting hurts again. Can find the things that i lost it. Which might be so important to me. Can help to console people when i know their feelings. Feeling sad for them of the things they met or Feeling helpless. Impossible to be so KPO to go and help them when it is their problems. They might thinks that i am a very BusyBody person. Just feel likes helping them but don't wish to hear any bad comments from them. Don't wish to hear that i am a very scary person that can see through what they thinking or the mood they having now. The comments, can keep it to yourself. I hate it sometimes when my sense brought me to the places. The places that might brought me back to the past. It is also fortunate that i can know what will happen & can protect me. Whenever the sense come and gone. It really makes me very tired. I might can just sleep on the street if i am really want to break down. Sometimes i love to have it & Sometimes i hate it. Should i choose to have it or not to have it?? |
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