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Yours Truly, Saturday, January 19, 2008, 3:48 PM♥
Looking through all my pictures when a person ask me to put a smiling pic of mine, I found out that all these years i have never smile once in it. Even if there is, is just a fake smile put up on my face. I wondering and thinking, these few years i didn't have any happy memories?? Or rather say that i do have sweet & happy moments but it just a temporary. It's all just like Cinderella Story. Everything was perfect for you. But after 12am, everything that you always wishes for, has gone back to normal. You have to go back to your Servant life. & Just wait for miracle to come. && i also just realise that my blog's post is getting longer & longer. The emotions is getting more & more worst. Last Night, i chatted on MSN with my schoolmate. He read my posts & realized that i was not as cheerful as what they thought. He said that No One can see through that i have so much stress in me. Everyone thought that i am just a Happy Go Lucky girl. Who has no stress & problems at all.I wish i could be but my life is fated not to be. In school, i appeared that i am a Cheerful girl, as i did not really think anything when i was in school. In fact, my mind was blank & is a concentrated in my studies. This might be the reasons of why i likes to go to school??? It can let me have a peaceful mind?? Happily chatting with my classmates & Discussing over the questions?? Having jokes in class??? Talking nonsense?? I told Marcus of what my schoolmates said. & he replied something that which really makes sense to it. & let me know more about humans being. Like as if i am not a human but maybe i am not?? I also don't know. I have something that not really everyone has in me. He said that everyone in this world, you might thinks that they are happy go lucky people. But you might not know that they are actually same as me or even worst than me. I do agree with it. There's indeed got people who are more worst than me. I can't say that everyone are better than me. In facts, those who are more worst than me, I should feel fortunate as at least i am not as Bad Life as them. Yet a Better life than them. No one wishes of their life is so bitter. Everyday just wishes miracle would happen. A shooting stars fly over in front of them & can make a wish that might come true. The goddess might appear in front of them & grant their wish. There's no miracle in this world. Even if have, we must have to strive hard to achieve for the miracle. Can this world have peace??? |
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