|
Yours Truly, Thursday, January 17, 2008, 8:05 PM♥
See the laughter from people deep down in their hearts,Can see that they are living in a very happy & a fortunate life. Whenever i sees it, i am so envy of them. I wish i can be one of them, No troubles, No stress. Just a Happy life to lead on throughout the journey. I ask back to myself, Why can't be One of those???Is it i am fated to lead such a life?? My heart is deeply full of hatred in such a life i have. I wish i can just stick on to the chair & sits properly ,glued my hands holding a pen, focusing on my studies. Don't have any thoughts through my mind. Can have a Peaceful Mind in completing my studies & that's all. Is such an easy task to do but i just find it hard to do. There's lots of distraction around me, making me no mood to study. && my hands just loves to stick with the keyboard and my eyes just love the view of my LAPTOP. My handphone will just ring in ever minutes causes me just want to chat on phone. Can i know when can i just stop all this habits that i have right now in a critical situation. Its my O LEVEL exams this year. I still have lots of chapters to catch up & cover up. I miss out l0ts of lesson in Sec3 & sec4. The School Life in Sec3 & Sec4 were a slacking years to me. I never really study to it. It just always a last minute revise before the exam started. I know clearly if i do really study, i can pass it with a very great marks. But i seems to have no hearts to it. Although i have found my dreams & wishes to go for it & achieve it. But i just don't willing to step any of my foots forward up the stairs. I just want to remain at the same level of steps. I know i have to pull up my socks. Can i really step my foots in front from now on?? Recently, there's a person makes me reminds me of my past. A past that i don't ever wish to be happen & think of it anymore! It is such a torture to me whenever i thinks about it! IT SIMPLY SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS & FUCKING SUCKS TO THE FUCKING CORE. Just not a easy task that i have finally forgotten about it & Just those people who don't really knows about me makes me think of it. && is so damn FUCKED UP. My hearts is so FUCKING CHEEBYE THE HURTS when i rewind my past. Can the hurts just STOP IT from the FUCKING STARTS OF IT?? !~@#$%^&*%$@#$%##% SO FUCKING ANGRY LA. KNNBEI CCB. MOTHER FUCKER FOR THOSE WHO MAKES ME REMINDS OF IT. NO MOOD TO BLOG NOW LA. CHAO CHEE BYE. FUCKING HOT NOW! |
♥19years of miyukiOSY Admin Cum Accounts& McCAFE :) ♥LadyVLMO since 27September2000 Precious★VLHW, VYSM, AGXQ, NKMX, DLKL, NSYH, DABW, ML★ Please Click it. Thanks (: 
Perfect 45kg, Save up to $6000 in 2010, Enrol into a course next year, Overseas holiday with beloved to Taiwan, LadyVLMO's 10years Anniversary Celebration @ 27September2010, Car & Motor License, Digital IXUS 120 IS Camera, ITOUCH Speaker, Fujitsu Laptop, Touch Screen Phone with QWERTYUI keyboard... Within a week/month New Cosmetics Sets(Maybeline Mineral Foundation, Volume Mascara, Fake Eyelashes & Glue, Liquid Eyeliner, Nude Lipsticks, Loreal Blusher, Make Up Remover.) Brown Hair Color & Good Hair Treatment, Curl my Below hair, Colour Contact lens(Hazel), Black Framed Spectacle with my correct eye degree... *Updated on 28June2010*
Amos,
Anna,
AnQi,
Benjamin erZi,
Debbie,
Felicia,
Gordon,
Guo Wei,
Hpility,
Jeslyn,
Jia Yang,
Jian An,
Katzuki,
Kenny,
Kuo Hao,
Lai Sing,
LaoSu,
Lay Peng,
Lock,
Marcus,
Natasha's blog,
Natasha's livejournal,
♥PeiZong Brother,
Sharon,
ShiMin,
Shu Hui,
TomatoCherrie,
Tweety,
xiaoJason,
xiaoM,
xiaoRYL,
Yong Xiang,
Yu Wen,
Zhi Rong,
Zoe Ong
September 2007,
October 2007,
November 2007,
December 2007,
January 2008,
February 2008,
March 2008,
April 2008,
May 2008,
June 2008,
July 2008,
August 2008,
September 2008,
October 2008,
November 2008,
December 2008,
January 2009,
February 2009,
March 2009,
April 2009,
May 2009,
June 2009,
July 2009,
August 2009,
September 2009,
October 2009,
November 2009,
December 2009,
January 2010,
February 2010,
March 2010,
April 2010,
May 2010,
June 2010,
July 2010,
September 2010,
December 2010,
|