Yours Truly, Friday, January 04, 2008, 11:24 PM♥
![]() This has seem to become my daily life. At first, i thought that i wont ever take it ever in my life. However, the trials of smoking makes me addicts to it. But not really so addict to it. The Smoke that blow out from my mouth, & it disappear & turns to a smell. How i wish to disappear from this world & become an Air with a Fragrance smells. The Cool Feeling in my Throat makes me as if i was in Heaven. I loves to have a Cool Feeling in my throat. It makes me feels like i am free from the chains that always have been attached to be throughout the years. It might says as a distress for me?? Although, people used to tells me " Don't Ever Smoke! This cant help you in distress as i am a Smoker so i can tell you this. You will regret if you are really addicted to Smoking like me. You are Good that you never Smoke, I wish to stop smoking but hard" But, I just want a temporary Relaxation in me. At least, i still can tell myself that after all the things you will be as relax as what you are feeling now. So just hold on to the Stress that you have now. You can Made it. Just these few moments of relax, i am already glad about it. Although, is a waste of money by spending $10+ to buy cigarettes but as long as can make me to have the relax feelings, want me to pay how much i am also willing. Can I ever be so Relax just like this??? I doubt so. |
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