Yours Truly, Monday, February 25, 2008, 11:29 PM♥

Super Duper Misses You Badly. =((
Recently, no much contacts with BABY, I don't know where is he all this.
&& my phone don't have any gold coins inside.
this led me to craziness, madness at the wire blazzing through my brain.
I went to work for the LAST DAY @ DTE MAC.
Focusing in working is hardly for the LAST DAY.
Thinking of my past & present like i am not in a sense of working.
Heart-shape with full of bloody red stab very deeply ,
like the depth of 3m height of swimming pool.
No oxygen in betweens the gaps, only can see the blank world.
I wish & hope that he will really change.
Looking at him damaging his own body is totally an ANTI to my eyes.
These few days, i really want to call him & talks to him,
yet it finds hard when i want to press the button "CALL".
A phobia of hearing the same answer as
" Ytd, i just poon gum" or " I now poon gum"
The water in my eyes, just like a water tap.
Opening when it feels hurt inside my window glass heart.
Closing when it feels totally empty
& a peaceful smile hang on my imperfection face.
I wanted to hear " Nopes, i never poon gum anymore"
There's will be a relieve in my heart,
can no longer no need to see you damaging your own body.
Sorry BABY, i wish i can be your side looking after you everyday,
but i know i can't do it as i am an USELESS girlfriend.



"If you destroy the last hope that i given to you, it shall be gone forever..."


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