From the bottom of my hearts to say it to you,
I hope after you sees this, you will understand my love for you,
is not simple & easy as what you thought of.
You make me walk in your hearts,
find out that you are the guy that i might be looking for.
From the day 23January2008,
i have officially walked into your world.
Fat hopes of getting rid of me from your world.
Unless I heard a “NO LONGER LOVE ME” in your heart.
As long as one day, I am with you, il0veyou youl0veme,
your problems is my problems.
I understand that these few days the stress you having now,
you break the promise that you made with me.
But i never blame you at all, in facts I understand.
You need it cause you are stress. It would be unlikely me that,
Cause of want to continue the promises that we made,
Stop the things & Quarrel with you.
I never really talks much with you in sms or on phone these few days,
is cause that I am afraid of speaking wrong words to you.
I don’t wish & don’t even want to add any burdens on you,
but actually I just want to be with you whenever you needs me.
I don’t want you to think that you are alone in this world.
I want you to know that there am me with you all along.
You said that “You feels that it is troublesome for me everyday come up & down”, “I will become more and more lazy to come and find you.”
All I can say is a sorry to you; I am not as lazy as what you thought of.
It is ok for me to come and find you no matter how tired am I.
As long as I feel is worth it. Everything is fine for me.
I understand that there’s gonna to be a difficulties for me and you in the future.
We might be hardly meet ups after you’re going to work as a full time.
I don’t wish just cause of a “NO TIME” & “WASTING MY TIME”
We end this relationships, there’s never I will accept this reason.
I am not a girl who request an everyday meet ups or one week must meet at least 3 to 4 days girl. If you think so, you’re wrong.
To me, as long as i am still loving in you, you are still loving in me.
Is fine for me of how long we gonna to meet up again.
But just a small request from you is that, I hope everytime we meet up, I can have the feeling of fortunate girl in this world & is enough for me.
Even only just meet up, ended up sleeping is also happy for me.
At least, I can see you every time whenever I open my eyes.
A contented smile will be on my face everytime
I misses the day we together, so sweet & loving.
You give me a feeling that I ever had it before.
We hug & kisses like ever since we 9283774910374 we met.
Indeed, these few days the attitude you gives me is like we can’t go on.
But I am not blaming you, as I know how you feels right now.
Although, is painful for me, but I believes as the time goes by
We will be like the past again.
It is a long post for me to write it here,
Suffering backaches while typing it out
& I promise you to sleep early but
I want to write out what I want to say before I sleep.
Just want to say il0vey0u & that’s all.