Yours Truly, Tuesday, February 26, 2008, 10:43 PM♥

Thinking of the sweet memories?? NO.
Thinking of when are we still meeting?? NO.
Thinking when can we HUG & KISSES again?? NO.
No time, No mood at all, Stressing all the time. Walking back to the beginning points alone, from a step on colourful world back to Black & White World. Red ,Black ,White is the only colours that i can see in my eyes.
BOYFRIEND asked me not to leave him, & indeed i won't. He's my true love & the last boy i gonna to have, & there's no time that i gonna to think of our stuffs. Pondering lots of stuff, peaceful mind is hardly that i have.
Boyfriend, Family, Health, Studies are running through in my mind at every seconds, minutes, hours. I wish that i don't have to be so tired all the time. In school, home ,ywaning is always what i do, carrying a 93234235729kg of eyes everywhere. I wanted to be a Normal person, don't have to be so tired everyday. Like a normal people sleeping at 11plus each day, rather than only few hours sleeping to school.nMy knee seems to be getting worst, i cant use strenght on my right leg, cant hit until my knee if not will be FUCKING CB e PAIN.
Everyday, same routines will make me go crazy one day. I might even ended up in a Mental Hospital, wearing a long sleeve shirt, being tied up with crossed hand. Hair seems to be desperate for a shampoo needs. Laughing like nobody business, facing 4 white walls. Can i really get through it?? Is there any idea or methods?? I really going to be crazy soon out or later.
WHAT A FUCK LIFE I HAVE !!!!!!!



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