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Yours Truly, Thursday, March 06, 2008, 10:36 PM♥
Cherish what i have now is the lesson that i have learn recently.It really hurts your heart deeply when you are gonna to lose a person that is so much important that you don't wish & beg that he/she won't leave you. For the year of 2007, i don't know how to cherish a thing that is called "LOVE". However during 2007, my mind is just full of revenging but i still do have some feelings in it. I played "LOVE" throughout that horrible year, thinking that it might make me feels better if i get my revenge, but i was wrong. I felt much more guilty, i hurts those innocent parties by just giving them a false hope. They were not the ones that i aimed for but just a scapegoat to replace "HIM" who ruin my whole entire life. From a very COLOURFUL WORLD filled of HOPES to a BLACK, WHITE & RED WORLD filledwith hatred. A thousand, million, infinite wanted to put down this hatred & looked forward to my bright future. I find its hard & tough. I need some courage to let me continue on to my life. I promise my BOYFRIEND not to cut myself but i just can't stop the temptation in my heart. I know is really a damn stupiest things to do it just for this hatred. I have controlled myself for these few years. It seems that i am gonna to break down soon. I started to laugh for nothing, crying just like nobody business, from a strong girl become a weak girl. " Can anyone really pull me out of this world??", the question that i always ask myself. Indeed, that is & just always beside me. A little light shine on to my world, bringing me to escape this full of hatred world. Telling me clearly that, even at the last minute that you are gonna to break down, you also cannot give up on hopes. As one day, there will be a person will give you a handful of hopes putting on to your hands, giving you blessings. Since you gave me this hopes, i won't just take it for granted but sharing the hopes together in one heart beat. I will never let you go from my world neither i will leave your world. I want to accompany you, hand in hand defeat those obstacles around us that have been keep on coming just like a wave. 24hrs of head pain is just like an ant bites. Although is really a torture to suffer these pains for 24hrs & can't even sleep well, but no matter how tough it is, i will still hold on till the last minute. I want to be back what i am used to be. Anti-from being a weak girl, crying non-stop. & at the same time, pulling you up from where you falling. I want to an angel besides you all along, helping you to get rid all the bad lucks around you. All i can say to you that, BOYFRIEND, i am crying cause i am worried for you. Thinking of how to help you out yet found myself useless. Only can just praying that nothing will happens & everything will go fine. I don't want to lose any bits from you. I want to be a greedy woman who grabs hold everything from you. & just want to call your name and say il0vey0u. Thanks for the people who console me today at the stadium. Sharon, Teck Lee ,Cher Yang, Johnathan Pek. Thanks for today =)) i have a great time you all |
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