It has been sometime ever since the last time i went out shopping with Viviann. There's people asking me out for slack or whatever thingy. But i'm Sorry to say that i rejected you people. I do miss you all but i wanted to stay at home and rest well. As I'm not feeling well recently due to my breathing difficulty. There seems to have a blockage at my breathing tube. & also i want to take this chance to do what i want to let it done as soon as possible since i have quitted my job. I shall treat it as a long term break before is time for me to go back to work.

I remembered that i have promised a person to sleep early, not to harm myself anymore, get fatter, study well. I want to fulfill his promises before he come out. Although it has already over between us, the promises no longer exist. But i still want to do it just for his sake or rather say that is for my own sake. This blog will not be removed or relinked till he comes out. So that he still can find me even if he lost all contacts. I really do miss him alot.

No matter how hard of these promises gonna to be fulfill, i will still hold on to it even till the last minute that i might be holding my breathe.( Touch Wood)Hope that the readers can support me throughout this journey. I want to achieve something for myself so that i will never think that i am useless anymore. I am a winner as what Ernest said. We are the winner throughout Billions of sperm that we fought through inside our Mummy's tummy. I will continue on no matter what is gonna to be happen to me. =))

p/s: i miss every bits of all my beloved friends.