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Yours Truly, Thursday, March 13, 2008, 12:07 AM♥
A Most Painful to Say a GOODBYE to You. The very first time that my heart feels so hurt when saying a Goodbye to a person that i really LOVE the most. I am so Sorry, i have no choice. So what if the decision haven't been made up yet. I just want to lighten the stress that is under you. Although it might be cruel to you, but at least you will just be sad for some time & you won't have to think "What about my Girlfriend??" anymore that might be bothering you. I want to be an ANGEL, helping you out from the stress that you have. I want to be a soul that can always be beside you to protect you all the way. Yet, i chose to leave you but my LOVES for you will never end. Just like the water flowing in the river non-stop, my LOVE for you will never stop. Just the moment of letting you go, i feel like hugging you with a " DON'T LEAVE ME " hugging you tightly. Tears flowing down non stop. The pain seems can't to be stop, like a knife stabbing into my heart so deep till that the pain is really unbearable. Just when my hand type out those words, my heart start to pain, my tears start to be flowing through my eyes coming out yet i hold it. Your photo in my blog will never removed till the day my love for you has ended. But i know it shall never end. As i recalled about my dreams, the person is YOU YOU YOU!!!!! I really don't know & don't even wish to let go. I don't know what to do le. What I have know is already TOO LATE le. I can't perform it to you anymore le. Everything has ended up with a Pain. Indeed i agree a phrase "It starts with a SMILE but ended up with a PAIN." Why must is ended with a PAIN yet not a HAPPINESS. The Keychain supposedly is a blessing to us & you. But i think now only is a blessing to you only. Please don't ever break it as i use all my heart to make it. Although, it seems to be ugly or a lame thing but it still the thing that i want to give it to a person that i really do LOVE the most. I hope you would like it & treasure it well. You Brought me a SMILE& Back to Saddness. Hearing a words of say that you seems not wanted to have a break up. A smile brought up to my face after feeling that you can't bear to end this relationship.I was being invited to the PARTY WORLD to have some fun. However, i was not really happy at all. My mind was full of you, i don't know what to do. Yet, you thought that i was having fun & still can think of breaking. Sorry, if you think so. My mind was fully concentrating on our Past ;the Sweet Past. I thought that we can still be back together & might have a Happy Ending but ended up a "GOODBYE" from you say to me. I have nothing to say. Since you want it this way, then let it be bahs. Still,all ended up with Sad Ending. T.T But i am still very CONTENTED that you still told people that you are still my Boyfriend. =) Meaning that your heart still have me as a Girlfriend as well as the person that you still LOVE & don't wish other people to snatch away from you. I'm so Sorry of being a more & more failure to you. Smoking for me is totally ANTI to you. I knew it all along, & yet i against it. I light up the lighter & take up smoking again. Sorry that i make you angry. I won't touch it anymore. && i have been trying hard to eat as much as possible so to make myself fat & you won't feel heart pain again when the time you saw me. I listen to you as i am still loving in you. I won't do it again. Will i still have my Happy Ending back?? |
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