I'm seems to have a phobia of studying now. Afraid of the pains in my head that would come back killing me. Even a millions, billions of encouraging myself, the books are still there waiting for the dusts to cover over them. && not only just because of a phobia but is also about my health. I've been sick recently ;coughing badly, sore throat. I'll never give up just because i am scare of the pains & disappointment in me that i forget everything. I'll continue with it, no matter how hard or easy it is, either i am going to win a beautiful war or losing badly, at least i could still tell myself that "I've tried my best." rather than telling myself "If that time i have studied hard, it will not turn out to be like this." Do support me with it, readers.

My hair has been shortened.
Simply miss my long hair.
Hopes it will faster grow long. =/