My brain seems not to be functioning well as the day goes by ;feeling giddy, headaches all the times. Due to the lack of sleep, the stress and the unstable emotions, my body is going to break down soon ;no longer can carry on. It seems that there is a big rock in front of me, blocking my way to cross over. If one day, anyone sees me lying on the streets, is the day my body can't hold on. It has been too exhausted to carry on rebuilding my energy. Sorry that i failed to take a good care of myself. In facts, i have never pampered my health before. Even if have, is unsuccessful. But i know myself well, i know soon i will be lying in hospital ;my eyes will never open till the day i feels that i have slept enough & i'll once open again. Do be alert on me ,my dear friends.