Looking at more and more people leaving this world to another world of their own. Innocent people left this world without any words left behind. Bad guys always have longer life. Commit Suiciders doesn't know how life is precious. Looking at the rise of selling coffins collecting more and more money into their pockets. Making me have an urge of stopping the death around us. But when is time to go, no matter how we stopped, it still will leave us one day. Everything are fated to be like that. However, Sudden Death giving more and more knowing about life.

Everyone always say this " We are born to wait for Death." There's also what people used to say "Die with no regrets." These two phrases really do awaken me. We might not known when are we going to die. Maybe just a few hours, minutes or second after we born or longer if we are lucky enough. Our life stakes seems to be all fated, just like our fate/life is already written in a book before we are born into this world. I've learned how life is precious, how time is precious. Every minutes and every seconds can take away your life.

I've learned how dream is important to me. Dreams are a goal of our life, it can makes you feel very happy when achieving it or makes you feel disappointed when you failed it. But dreams always let you have the feeling of fasting forward as fast as possible. Even if you failed it, you'll never regrets of putting so much efforts in it as you will tell yourself that at least you have tried it before & never give up halfway through. You chose to step forward, pulling the rope of achieving your dreams getting more and more closer to you.

However, there's always people would say "Don't be too happy when you get what you wants, you might lost something when you got it." and "Don't be too sad when you failed it, you might get something back into your life." That's how life is, no matter how high is your lucks is, one day it will still went down so deeply till you feel like giving up your life.

No one wishes their death have any regrets in it. Everyone would always say that "If time can go anti-clockwise, how i wish i would have did that or never did that before." Since now, what we have now in front of us, why not cherishing it. Although, we would say just taking money from our parents just like an ATM machine. However, we have never thought of the bitterness of them getting those money for us. Yet, we didn't treasure it well but just giving people money so freely. Throwing away foods like no one business. Unlike those poor families, they can't have what they wants, there's no dream for them. Just wishing of not getting themselves hungry.

I remembered that when i was at Johor celebrating Mothers' Day, a kid came and ask my father for money. My father gave him a 2dollars note. To us, is just only a small money but to them, 2dollars can make a different for them. The kid running happily to his family and showing off the money. It looks cute but it really makes me feel so guilty of how i spend my money in the past. Used to have a $500plus in my bank but now just left with $1plus. I really feel so regretted of not spending money wisely but just throwing money to other people's pocket. I really do wanted to make a changes in my life.

I do have my own dreams that I've long wanted to finish it so that the struggle in my heart of achieving it will not be so insufferable. For now, i wants to kick away my bad habits of sleeping for so long, being so lazy of doing things. Although it not say that you want to change, can be changed so easily like ABC. It gonna to take step by step but as long as there's determination in it, nothing gonna to stop you of achieving it. No matter how hard is gonna to be, you will tell yourself that everything will be worth it after you achieving it.

Hope people out there would slowly find their dreams and achieve it. I'm not saying that i becoming more mature in thinking or what so ever but after these few years of exploring and looking things out there, i am getting more and more understand of how life it is.