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Yours Truly, Wednesday, June 11, 2008, 9:42 PM♥
 Love to me is no longer exist in my world but Hatred filled up my life. In my eyes, what i can see now is just only "HATE" this simple word, nothing else. Love to me now is nothing but 8 letter words which is BULLSHIT. I was being sent to a world full of darkness, floor was splashed with a pool of blood, unrest in peace ghosts flowing around, eyes full of fire. Don't ever come and save me from this world as i am already a hopeless person. Of course i won't let you have the chance to save me out from this world. As i am feeling very happy to be in this world, no longer need any preparation of being hurt by anyone else especially the word "LOVE". It is just a very poisonous stuff that was exist around our area. People might always say "Don't let hatred blind your eyes." I could just say "TOO BAD! I'm already being blinded so tightly that i can't see anything called "LOVE & WARMTH" ". Those people who have so concerned and care about me, i won't say "SORRY" to you but "Just a bit too sad for you". Your good friend, me here, from a girl who filled with Love&Concern has become a girl who filled with Hatred&Pains. Don't ever feel too sad for me but blame those people who ever hurts me so deeply. The trusts that i gave them have already vanished from the air from this moment. I will no longer trust anyone fully as humans LOVE to TELL LIES. Now, i have only one word in my heart which is REVENGE. Wish me good luck for my REVENGE! xD  To Natasha Kang, I'm really touched to what you posts in your blog. But what i can say is that i am no longer the person you ever know. There's a sentence, you are right. "From a cheerful girl slowly changing into an emo girl." I am just deserve of being an emo girl. Don't ever shed tears for me anymore, not worth it. I know smoking is bad for health but i just love the feeling. It is at least better than i take drugs. Your darling has entirely changed. I'm no longer will be by your side always console you when you are sad. You must learn how to be strong & independent. Don't always be so emotional. There's things are not worth for you to be so emotional. Lastly, i have never regretted of went in to 3/5 class and knowing you. |
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