Recently, there's seems to have so much things happening around me & it makes me doesn't really very any mood for these few days..........

1.) 15May2008

The day that me and Rayson together till 5June2008 ended. Entirely is all my fault & I really do regretted about it. It is all just because of my stupid temper when i am coming those stupid idiot so called of "Menustration". I'll start to lose my temper & anyhow throw temper at someone else. When i start to realize that i was in wrong, it was too late. How i hope i can control this type of temper each time but i failed to do so. People, stop asking of why me and him broke of or whatever shit, i will not answer your questions as i don't feel like answering your stupid questions that might spoiled my mood. But lastly, i would still hope that he will come back to me. If not, i will have no more courageous nor confidence to have another relationship anymore.


2.) I Hate Big Fat LIARS!!!

There's an idiot, lied to me with such a beautiful story. He used to told me that how good is his fighting, how handsome is him, how popular is him, how gentle is him. He might think that after he said those VERY MAN story, i would take him as my idol. So crazy for him, loving him so much and so on.... OH MY GOD! PUIIIIIIIIIIIII lahs! All these is not you your own self can judge or telling me that people say so or this or that. Me, my own self have my own eyes, i can see it myself and judge who you are and also my friends network is not as short as what you think of. I can just anyhow asked a person and will know the true self of you. Not to my wrong expectation, you are really lying to us and is so damn HORRIBLE TERRIBLE & VEGETABLE!!!

You think you are really so that handsome, i can tell you is that you don't even know how to dress up, your make up is like shit, your hair and your skin colour is so LAU SUITABLE!

You think you are really so good in fighting, i can tell you is that in my eyes, i can't see any good in fighting veins in your body. To me, is just like a pool of SHIT in it!

You think you are so popular, i can tell you is that nobody seems to like you. All hated to you to the core. Trying to tell me that you are popular, to my eyes you are so UNPOPULAR! Why not you go to the Popular Store where is now located at a lot of places and just stand down there & you might become Popular as you are in a "Popular" store. =.=||

Lastly, this is what i want to say to those big fat liar. People make friends with you is not how power you are or whatever shit but is your own character. Who cares whether you care so man or so power you are. Just be yourself and be a good person so that more friends will come to you and make friends with you. The more you said of yourself trying to let us know that you are so good in this or that, the more we wanted to find out whether it is a true story. Being yourself is a more specific ways of making friends. If there's any negative comments about you, try to change yourself to a better ones. People have eyes to see the effort of you changing yourself.


3.) Sick again.

I'm having a bad cough and sore throat currently. Headache frequently coming these days. Sometimes i will hold on myself if i am going to faint. argghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! Although i love to sick but i hate pain in my throats.

4.) Money Money Money

I'm now really a broke FUCK! Totally like no money, wanted to buy clothing yet no money. Feeling so fed up whenever there's no money in my pockets. I wanted to find a job but thinking that few more months to my O level, why not try to take it for few more months. But i know myself, i can't take it any more. Sooooooooo if there's job to intro, do tell me so or email me to my msn @ baBbiiexkiis.ATTITUDE@hotmail.com Thanks!

&& Finally, i just received the pictures that was taken long ago & now is able to upload. xD Enjoy!

Natasha & ME x)) Loves.






the 4Darlings that i adores always.
3/5, 4/5, 5/2


LadyVLMO crazy for camera xD


After all, is all just me, me, me. =x