've don't know what happen to me recently. I made a plan for my week yet i failed to do so. Just one word to describe me "LAZY". I'm wondering if this is going to continue in me, i think i can just die better. No use of living in this world, who wants lazy bum to be in their company. Lazy Asses no future just a failure. That's all.

Working, studying, playing, making myself busy to keep my mind away from those unnecessary things that kept on appearing in my mind. But i know i can't make it, not due to the lack of self confidence but just LAZY. Can anyone just hit my head as hard as possible so that it can turn back to normal. Sometimes, i even wants to hit my back head so that i can have lost memory. That'll be good. Although memories are gone, but the smiles are back. Should I???

Like now, its already 1.32am. Few more hours to school time, yet i just can't get my ass off from my chair and my freaking hand off from laptop. I've things to do yet i am just LAZY ;trying to drag the time that i am satisfy and then do it. =.='' I think by the time is already next morning. Can anyone save me?? && i find out one thing is that, without ******, I'll not get my ass off from my chair and be a good girl off to my bed. As for now, he's already in his LALA land. && threw me alone in the middle of the night, sitting down using laptop, let the time wasted just like that.

I think is time for me to get my ass off already. Good Nights Everyone in Singapore!