"Love; It can make you smile for the rest of your life,
but it can also make you cry the rest of your life."

"Yet why we are always taking the risk,
and even plunge further into the river of love"
when we know that we are going to drown in sorrow?"

"Maybe that's the power of love: I will be contented,
even with the two hours of tears alone,
just for that one second of kiss with you."

Do you feel that all these love quotes look familiar?? Those who read this book before, it was extracted from the book called "To Forget You" by Low Kay Hwa. A book that filled with a happiness and a sorrow between a couple who have been together for 7years.

I guessed a lot people might feel envy to those couples who can so loving for years, or maybe the people around you who can love each other for decades of years. Example, your parents or your grandparents. Sometimes, i was thinking how can i be possible to see my boyfriend everyday. Sometimes, you might even wish that you can be the roll of the story.

There was once i got a relationship which i got to see my boyfriend almost everyday. And this relationship lasted for nearly 9months. It's my longest relationship. Yet, i could just easily put down this relationship in 3days. When the moment i sent "Let's broke off", it's really mean that we are already over from the second when i have sent you.

During the time, i still have to try to recall what does my boyfriend called before i sent. If anyone wants to ask me why i could easily put down and let go of this relationship that last for so long. I can answer you straight away without any thinking. The reason is i get sick of the relationship.

Everyday, i got to face the same person, talked to the same person, play with the same person. The more i see it, the more i get sick of it. Sometimes, i would avoid to see him and i feel so contented. When the more i get sick of it, the more i will start to forget who is he.

I even could forget that he's my boyfriend. I tends to forget him slowly, like calling him or replying his messages. Slowly, i would push him away when he wants to hug me, pull off my hand when he's grabbing me, turning my eyes to other place when talking to him, get piss off when he's unreasonable, a fake smile on my face when there's surprise.

You can imagine how horrible am i to be such a girlfriend. But that's me, 'll get sick when the more i see the same things everyday. It's believable that i am unable to get a long lasting relationship. Therefore, i decided to be single for the time being till one day, i met someone who i really love.

Well, a lot of people told me "God creates a couple out, however there's a timing and things for us to experience before we could meet the other part of us." I don't believe such phrases as i know there's people who is still unmarried in their old age. It's just a fate or a destiny to meet a soul mate of yours. If you never met, it means you do not have any fate or destiny to meet him/her yet a loner forever.

After such a long post, i guess i shall HAVE A BREAK WITH KIT KAT!