2010 is coming soon in less than 48hours! Can the time faster let 2009 to pass?? I hate December for this year. As there's too many things happening around me and i hate it a lot. Due to all these things, my temper has turned out to be bad. I get easily angry and pissed off. Well, i will not say what is happening around me that caused to be like this. Let me share what i am going to do on the 2010! =))

Well, in 2010 i already planned to work for one year in a full time job. After that, i will continue my studies in 2011. Why i chosen this path is because i want to use the whole year to do what i wish to be done all along. At the same time, i also want to find out what i am interested in so that i can go sign up for the course that i like.

Not only that, i want to know how hard is the money to get into my pockets while earning. So that i can have a more determination heart in studies on the following year. I might also go for degree certificate as well as a master degree certificate if i am able to do well in the course.

I want to become more mature in 1 year. Now, i don't think i am mature cause i always let my parents worried about me. Although they didn't give me curfew, they will still worried about me when i was at outside. However, they have already stopped their worries to my elder brother. As my brother has already become more matured ever since he went to work and serving ns.

My parents didn't give me curfew is because they wanted me to have a experience of life. My father told me before that he didn't give me curfew is because he wanted me to see more of what's outside world is about. So that i will slowly know how to think in the future. He wanted me to experience it if not i'll never know how is it like even if he told me the process.

Well, i think back of my past. I really changed a lot. I learned how to smoke, drink and also stay out late at ouside if not sometimes i never go home for days. The way i talked has also changed alot. No longer i am the small little naive girl that i was when i was still small. I even steal things before at Giant & Popular Store. I even went to cantonment sit down drinking tea with my officers and attended court before as well.

What is past is past, i have to look forward to my future. 2010!!! I looking forward to your arrive. =) Hope everyone lives well in 2010!!!!