All these years of effort that I've put in... Being a forgive & forget person, Trying to be as understanding person as possible, Wanted to be the best for you, Hope that you will be happy everyday, Wishing to be the main actress of the drama.

Yet, what I have in return are betray, lies, backstabber, cold shoulder and etc. All kinds of situation, i have seen it in my eyes, experience it myself, solve the problem myself without anybody help, keeping it to myself, making sure that no one can see the sadness i have gotten in me, using pub or club as an excuse to let me forget all the incurable pain.

I am really really really really really really really really.....
sick and tired of everything.
I hate to face it again and again.
I have enough of all these.
I want everything to stop.
I want everything to back to normal.
I just want a peace in my mind.

Now, there's nothing left in my eyes nor my heart except career, education, friends, buddy, sister and lastly ______. The _____ will never ever decrease. It will forever be there. Just like a tattoo on your body will never fade away even though you went to laser for a few times, the mark will still always be there. It will never gone.